I won't lie, being with you was one of the best things high school has brought me so far. & even if we never had a real relationship, who needed that fucking label? You were mine and I was yours. And for a while, nobody got in between that. You taught me so much, you made freshman year worthwhile. I'm so thankful that I had a chance to spend those good 4 months with you by my side. It was just the little things you would do that made everything so much better. Like how you got so giddy every time I called you "babe", or how you would keep me updated with Chopped on food network because you knew that I loved watching that show. Or even how you used to tell your friends how happy you were that I showed up to your games even though I always loved watching you play. Thinking about these things make me regret the stupid choices I made with you. I shouldn't have done what I did and I'm sorry for that. It just shows that at the time, it was not meant to be. But hey, if we ever do come across each others paths again know that I will be there for you. You truly are one of the best people I know and you have the kindest heart. I just wish I could've been that one for you.
