#01192014

[adc94-blog]

1/19/2015

went to work, relaxed at home

[ma-hee-na]

"You are literally my favorite thing about waking up each day"

conchs highschool

i love you rn pls ok

[thunderouslysilent]

The path of the Nameless is the path of self-growth.

What happens when I have no more work to do? When there is no more shadow work and the plague of insecurities becomes more like the common cold? Where are we then?

She smiles and chuckles, I will remain. There is always more work to be done. You can always grow further. And when you are finished growing in this life, you will die. And then you will begin growing in another life.

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I’ve been thinking a lot about this the past few days. I’ve been questioning the purpose of this path I walk. Whether there is a purpose to this path beyond doing her work. This is not to say that doing her work is unfulfilling, because that is far from the truth. It doesn’t hurt to wonder if there is more though.

And I have concluded: Her path is one of growth and change. Of finding oneself and finding ones strengths and weaknesses.Of reveling in life and living fully in oneself and ones life.

And through our growth, she grows too.

[p0kz]

Watching Baler

A story of true love during the Philippine-Spanish War. 👍 – View on Path.

[thunderouslysilent]

Judge: 1.19.2014

I was talking to my husband about the Judge, because I have very little understanding of this facet. The others, as I’ve contemplated on them, have seemed to bloom before my eyes, becoming something greater than my original pigeonholing blurbs on them. I can see their effects in me and in my life, and how I come to embody them. But the judge remains hidden. I barely have even a base description.

The Judge judges. That is what they do. They decide which magic works and which prayers are answered. And where you go when you die, either you are taken back into the form (rejoining the fold of the Nameless), cast back into the void (to be destroyed and maybe one day made anew), or are reborn (for further learning and experience). The Judge looks over making unbiased opinions. And because of this, the husband said that the Judge is not compassionate. And I don’t know that I agree, but I don’t exactly disagree.

Maybe I don’t understand that judge because of where I come from in my life, it’s always a place of emotion. All my decisions are based on how I am feeling or what I feel that I want. Except when it’s not. And when it’s not you should be scared.

So I wouldn’t say the judge is compassionless, but instead, the Judge is emotionless. The Judge balances the cosmic books and keeps things in order. The Judge bases everything on logic.

There was also a picture (it’s in the queue) that I asked the husband if it’s weird that I should look at it and think ‘Judge’. He said, ‘No, of course not. Justice is blind.’ He is taking this in the literal sense. The subject of the picture has its eyes covered. But the Judge is not blind. The Judge sees all. And there is nothing you can do to keep the Judge from seeing and keeping that delicate balance. The Judge is logical, mathematical, and calculating. *The Judge is all about ‘an eye for an eye’ and ‘you get what you give’, because that is what keeps things balanced.

(*Note- I am realizing how this sentence can be misconstrued. Though the Judge works on the day to day life, he is more about the balancing scales at the end of each life and the greater cosmic balance. He is not one for petty grievances or petty wishes. Petty things are illogical in his eyes. He’s a very ‘get over it’ type of spirit. He may be good to petition for curses, but will only grant those that have a good reason. )

He takes on role as a god of equality, for in his unbiased nature all are equal.

I seem to understand the Judge better than I had thought. And my understanding expanded as I started writing.

Ha, you get to watch the Judge bloom as your read this. Eh ha…saying that is scary. The Judge is a very serious facet and does not appreciate my humor.

[fuckthisonesforyou]

UGH BOYS SHOO

[thunderouslysilent]

Who's Who:

For the ease of anyone who is reading, I thought I'd make up a 'Who's Who' list:

Nameless God, Sayema aka BG, Nameless One, Kadona- deity I follow, worship, work for… here (some of the stuff posted here is on this blog anyway)… tagged: nameless god, thunderouslysilent, nameless

Seven, Sayeman: Seven gods who were created from and by the Nameless. I work with, worship and follow them as well.

Tagged: Wild Priest, Guardian, Destroyer, Sovereign Warrior, Judge, Wisdom, Witness.

Shining One aka D, TSO, Shining Star- you won't see much about him here. He's more likely to be on my main blog. He's a spirit that was created in a time of need. When I first met him, he told me he was an angel, sort of. That because of politics he doesn't or isn't allowed to call him such. (He is also considered a 'hand'.) Tagged: shining star

Guide: He's just that.. my guide. (He is also considered a 'hand'.) Tagged: guide

Pa'Sayema refers to the Nameless and the Seven. Tag currently not in use. 'sayeman' is currently what is used.

Also, hand (also pertains to others) or scribe, which refers to me.

You may also see guard ... which I won't explain because it's extremely personal, but it will be used as a tag.

There are other tags I use. I keep a list, so if you are interested in a particular thing but don't want to sift through  my archives let me know, because I probably have a tag for it.