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Broken Pieces.

Woke up in the worst way ever this morning. Hearing the worst stories..ever. My heart sunk down more than it ever did. I woke up four in the morning, talking with him. Making sure him, and his friend was okay. There was no sleep because of that. I couldn't stop worrying over them. I really do admire how they are so loyal to each other. I've never seen such a friendship like the one they share for each other.. It's really something I strongly admire so much about them. They deserve each other's friendship. It breaks my heart knowing about the condition his friend is in..it sickens me even more of the reason why he's in this position. People in this world...they are just, too cruel for words to even describe.

I told him, I would try be happy when I was in school, while he was still in the hospital with his friend. All I could do while I was at school, was worry for the two of them.. I'm really good at hiding my feelings when I want to hide them, no one could possibly feel the pain, and how much I was concerned for them, and I still worry for both of their well-being. I really hope their conditions could reverse, and they can have healthy, strong lives again. It pains me so much knowing the most kindest, caring, sweetest people in the world have to suffer such a great deal of pain.. I would trade in my remaining years for them if I could..anything for them to live longer, rather than surviving..

I worry for the two of them. My prince, even in his condition, he's willing to risk it for his best friend.. he'll never leave his side. He is someone I want to be by his side, as long as I can. To be faithful, and loving to him. I want to give him, anything and everything I possibly can for him. I'm not bluffing. I mean it. I've never felt such a strong connection before for someone like this. Really, this is the first time I've ever cared for someone so strong..the bond I made with him, it's like nothing I've ever felt before.. I want to show him how much I care for him. I want to have him know, and prove to him how much I love him. He hardly has any time left.. But, I'm willing to spend every single possible second left to be with him.. I want him, to be happy. More than anything in the world right now.. He's going through so much pain.. I want to help him...

He's been there for me so much. I'd give him my life in return if I could. He's one to deserve life, way more than me.Trust me. He's such a sweet guy. With so much love and care in his heart, it's truly insane. It hurts knowing sick people in this world that would actually be such evil sick things to him.. Pisses me off so much..

I want him to be happy, to feel loved, to feel special. I'll absolutely do anything to make him feel like this. He means so much to me, all I want his for him to be feeling all the things he deserves.

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