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|Day 259|

Oddtomp

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mental illness.

my writing isn’t always happy, so my depression has a poetic facade— hidden underneath a pile of love letters that i will never read out love, we’re all addicted to something or someone. we all need someone or something to make us smile. i’ve been finding out the truth as i age. you’re never going to grow if you don’t outgrow your bad habits. sometimes i feel like i’m in a shootout with myself and my demons have held me hostage. i’m all gassed up and i can’t stop laughing. my worst fears come to life when the nightmares keep me up, so i try not to sleep. sometimes when i feel lonely, i write for people because that way, they won’t feel what i feel. and i think writing is probably my most positive habit, even if it’s kinda depressing. it helps people. but... i guess it could be looked at as a bad habit too. i have to keep digging and digging just to write how i might feel if i was said person. like right now, i know about bad habits. so i don’t have to imagine what smoking is doing to you because i know the coughing is fucking you up and your lungs are as dark as they come, you’ve been a human volcano for so long, the dinosaurs are afraid that you’ll erupt. i’ve sewn my lips shut and lit a fire so deep inside of myself that the smoke doesn’t have anywhere to escape, but deeper into a hell designed by my own hands. i’m probably not the best person to ask about bad habits, but maybe admitting that fact makes me the best person to tell you the truth.

baby, here’s the deal. i know that you’re all messed up and smoking helps. but at the rate that you’re going. you’re going to die young. that’s the truth. your truth and my truth as well. i know that i have to give up the drugs and the cigarettes or i won’t make it. that’s all that we really want, right? peace of mind. have you tried everything? meditation? picking up a hobby? learning a new language? learning how to play an instrument? figuring out how to make a thousand dollars in an hour? have you tried everything else, but smoking? the answer is probably no. why not give those other options a go? i’m a hypocrite, but i am also aware. but i think, you are too. so i have faith in you and i’m proud of you for making it this far. this is your world, i’m just a writer that doesn’t know any better. but you? you can change the world.

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So I deal with a lot of mental illnesses and one of my bad habits because of it is smoking to numb the pain. And I can’t quiet put that into words. Your writing is absolutely amazing and I was wondering if you could attempt to put this into words for me? thank you. have a lovely day/evening/night ♡

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