Survive
2 weeks ago
We met again
We did sin again
With same reason
And I thought that
"I am your bitch"
"Will always be your bitch"
And I agreed with it
But these recent days
I stalked you again (sorry)
Just to know
What you do
What you feel
What you think
And you surprised me a bit
There was something made me thinking
All night long
But now I am in a process
Process of understanding
That you seem struggling
With "Gray World"
Maybe you have done it for months
I conclude that
It could be your main reason
Why you disappeared for months
But why don't you tell me???
2015 has come
I got a new book to write
And I will not put your name
In that book
Cause our journey has been over
In my 2014 book
And you had better do it too
I want you to fulfill it
With happiness
Not with pain, sin or other bad things
And I always wish all the best for you
Anyway I am happy
Cause you keep on trying
To survive
To walk again on straight road
And be what you are supposed to be
As God's beautiful creature
Thank to God
Cause God was listening my pray
And I hope that
You will get your ass out from that world Immediately
And never ever get back there again
Because of stalking
I know what I am supposed to do
And let me help you
Deny Arysandi