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[notababy-babygirl]

So, bawal na daw kami mag-open ng personal email and other soc med sa desktop. :-) Wala na. Di nako magiging active lalo. Mehehehehe. Bakit naman ang damot nyo? HAHAHAA makikiTumblr lang e. Wahahahha! Ang sasama ng ugali nyo! Char not char.

[notababy-babygirl]

Ewan pero tawagan nyo ko kasi gusto ko dumaldal. HAHAHAHAHAHA LOL.

Shuta harot ng taon.

[notababy-babygirl]

TGIF.

I woke up pretty, so I am grateful and blessed.

Urgh sana matapos na ‘tong covid. Gusto ko na magpahinga sa pagiging paranoid. Gusto ko na gumala ng hindi nakamask. Gusto ko na magSiargao.

Hays friday hits. Chill night na naging “uwing maaga” night pa.

HELLO! Kamusta?

[sunny-wight-writes]

second semester, junior year

the highs are fantastic, but the lows are so low

     i'm afraid of what might happen if i let myself go

long island iced teas are a gateway, they say

     for falling asleep at a restaurant and waking up the next day

smoking helps me write, helps me think, helps me breathe

     so it's hard to think addiction is a “disease”

and this third raspberry white claw is so sugary sweet

     (though i’ve lost the balance in both of my feet)

but college is hard, so i need a vice

     to help me forget the missing assignments on my shattered device

maybe this summer the madness will end

     when all of my stress is replaced by my friends

though i’m drowning in post-its and missed calls and missed sleep

     i will work on my essays until i begin to count sheep

until then i will smoke and i will drink and i will eat

     because i will die before i succumb to defeat

[nichroous]

255-257

I was struggling here.

[na-page]

@darrencriss: just f*kn around

[mortifiedandawesome]

Kids, outside of the usual possible tears of life, sudden death, illness, accident… I only have one great future fear. Currently, I am doing fine. This of course is the calm before the explosion but it’s been a while since I’ve been fine. This is wonderful. I hope you get some peace.

you have to fight it.