147. if I was crying
If I was crying it was not because my feelings were hurt it was not due to any frustration with my inability to get an handle on the various aspects of my own life it was not
anything to do with the weather or the fact that no one remembers second place even though her mother says she’s wonderful so if you want them to know your name you have to be
better and stop crying like a baby it was not out of fear of the dark or the monsters under the bed it was not because this song is beautiful it was not because I am stubborn except
when I need to stand my ground they say I am spineless but I will fight them for things that don’t matter it was not that you didn’t ask anything but I still couldn’t
give it was not
any of that
if I was even crying
which I wasn’t.
