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Went to the mall with sis and David to buy Crocs. Crocs family 😄

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thee return of the queen

so much has happened in my life since i think i last posted. i am a rising senior in college now. i go to spelman and my life changed in so many ways since then. i have finally decided on what i want to achieve career wise and that feels good. for the time being, i am going to get my jd/phd in english. never thought i would be trying to get 2 graduate degrees and yet here i am. i am gonna take a gap year to go be a normal twenty something before i head into an intensive, 5-7 year long graduate study program. i hope i get to travel, get a car & learn to drive before grad school. i have undergone intensive psychiatric treatment for the past 7 months. we found out that we have bipolar ii and adhd. it just confirms what we have known for so long.

so many things have stayed the same though. i still want a vw beetle. they dont make them anymore which sucks majorly but im gonna get the newest version of it (a 2019 which is less than 5 years old). i still havent had a major romantic relationship yet. it is both parts because i do not have the opportunity to pursue one but also because i am very mentally unstable at the moment. chickens coming home to roost really.

i remember learning about being a demigirl in the 8th grade. i identified with that heavily but because i did not have super sophisticated language/ gender identity as i do now i did not think that i was that person. now i understand that i have been a demigirl this whole time. i use the term demiwoman because i am no longer a girl but the point still stands. i tell folks i am non-binary if thats the only other option, but if applications let me self-describe i do. i will always be a Black woman, but maybe moreso a Black womxn than a woman. it makes sense to me. gender is too oppressing and not expansive enough for any of us to be one thing really. a lot of the time i just see myself as floating within the feminine space between divine feminity and genderless freedom. the feminine mystique if we would.

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