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-the moment I heard this song in the theatre, images flashed through my head. A quick history recollected through my mind along with a little bit of fear. I remember the days when all I wanted to do was tell you how shitty or wonderful it’s been. And now, we have no idea where we have been. We became stranger so fast, and being friends didn’t last. Yet we can still finish each other’s thought or sentences like mad libs. And lying to myself of being civil is completely tragic. This is mad shit. Why is that we are over, yet no one can let go of this shit. This dyslexic shit, of twisted words, nothing clear and with all that I’ve heard, About you. Is shit I don’t wanna fuck with but remember I fucked with you. Because you were my joy and my love at one point my life but you taken the knife and stabbed me all over. And over. I keep telling myself it’s over. I lost my bestfriend, it’s been a bad day, and I still want to just lay down and tell you Everything. Everyday. How it is without you.

-when everything reminded me of you

"See You Again"

April 15, 2015

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I want to tell you guys a little story

When I was 15 years old, I landed myself in a mental hospital after attempting suicide. Nothing in my life made sense and I didn't feel like I had a purpose and I just.. didn't want to be alive anymore. Nothing made me feel. I was numb, and I was done being numb. Within minutes of arriving on the unit, I caught a glance of this girl. She had long brown hair, a beautiful smile, and eyes that I wanted to get lost in. I knew immediately that I wanted to know her, that I needed someone like her in my life. "I like your dinosaurs" were the first words she spoke to me, pointing at the gauze wrapped around my wrists. We spent every second of the next 13 days with each other. Getting to know every part of one another. I fell in love with her there. But life decided it wasn't our time to be together. Over the next 7 years, we remained very close. We stayed in contact, and helped each other through the roughest parts of life. We had a beautiful friendship, and she was the only person I trusted. And on April 15th, life decided that it was (finally) our time to be together. In 16 days, I am marrying the girl with long brown hair, a beautiful smile, and eyes that I regularly get lost in. In 16 days, I am marrying my best friend. The girl who convinced me that life is worth living. At 15 years old, when I didn't want to live anymore, I met someone who changed my entire life. And on July 11th, I get to stand in a room of people I love, next to this amazing woman, and say "I do". Guys, she saved me. I am no longer the kid who questions their worth. I am no longer the kid who doesn't want to live. Instead, I am hopeful for the future, and I am excited to see what life brings our way.