#04242016

[daltonrapattonidaily]

Blue October CD Signing - Dallas, TX - April 24, 2016 [x]

[daltonrapattonidaily]

Blue October CD Signing - Dallas, TX - April 24, 2016 [x]

[curlycombover]

Today was hard at times? I don’t have absolute confirmation but I think a manager at job 2 was let go today and I feel bad about it? I don’t know why I do exactly. It’s not like I have actual power in that building and I never really did anything to make it worse. I did talk to my general manager about something to do with him this week because there was an actual incident but my thing wasn’t major. It was just one of many things that came up this week. But I’m friends and have been part of a group of people that don’t like him and like I’m good friends with the higher up people that led this a bit and I just feel guilty I think. Because like this is someone that has lost their job - I think? All I had was a very vague conversation that mostly was with our eyes because I’m definitely not meant to know. I think the thing that is hurting my heart a little is that I don’t think any of this was handled properly and I feel bad. I think the point it had gotten to is valid for someone not working for a company anymore but I don’t think he was ever given enough true guidance to fix is along the way. And I think maybe his heart is good and he’s just trying to make things work but at the same time he was shit at his job and rude to people and it wasn’t working for us. It was making that place so much worse to be around and I know that. But I just feel bad. I feel so bad. Even though I know I was on the right side of things. I do feel so bad about being apart of the group of people that led this to happening. Not even like apart of it really in telling everyone how much I disliked him - because I did. But like it was my friend group at the store and I just feel blah. My heart hurts a little - and I really don’t know why. 

[daltonrapattonidaily]

Blue October CD Signing - Dallas, TX - April 24, 2016 [x]

[azn-hbu-blog]

April 24, 2016 // 6:17pm

I found this line today “Showing no effort is the fastest way to get cut off”, which I found has so much relevance to my friendship right now. This is exactly why I stopped trying to fix this friendship at this point, cause I could really see that by the second talk you keep asking “Why, do you want to fix this?!” its cause you guys actually meant something to us, but clearly didn’t see it and wanted to befriend us all. And at this point I saw you guys put in no effort to try to fix it so, I guess by the end of High School as you two stated earlier, you will leave. So go ahead.

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