Got to level 20, I believe, with my gunner today and tried to play a bit with my berserker but tbh I am so fucking over those goddamn BAMs I have to kill with her. And now because of those stupid BAMs, I’m seriously not wanting to play my berserker. Because it’s so fucking ridiculous! Even when I sit there for a good idk minute or two (more like longer than that OTL) gauging the damn Naga Leviathan’s moves so I know when to strike and when to block, it means nothing when it gets enraged and just throws a goddamn hissy fit, making it impossible for me to do anything but block. Because its attack pattern goes out the window and it just strikes forever. Strike after strike after strike. And then because I’m blocking, the damn thing always manages to push me against a wall of some sort so then I’m stuck between the wall and the damn giant ass crab in front of me and I can’t see shit! Not to mention all the goddamn lag!!
Waah waaah waaaah!! You’re whining because you’re not good at killing BAMs! Yeah, maybe but I can fucking kill BAMs! I’ve killed a ton of them up to this point! I’ve killed those damn crabs lots of times, but for some fucking reason the Naga Leviathans are such a bitch to kill!
After dying twice trying to kill one fucking Naga Leviathan, I was going to give up, but I decided to try again. I found a Naga Leviathan and managed to fucking kill it pretty quickly! Quickly for me, that is. So that gave me the confidence boost I needed because I was honestly starting to think that I was getting worse at killing BAMs or they were getting harder, idk. So I went to kill another one and fucking died again! Oh, wait, no. I didn’t die. A FUCKING GUNNER CAME OVER AND STOLE MY GODDAMN KILL!!!
I have expressed multiple times how FRUSTRATING it is when people jump in to help me when I don’t need their help or even fucking asked for it! It’s so goddamn infuriating and it’s fucking rude!
Ngl, I was struggling, and I was against a wall, but I have a way of dealing with these monsters. And shit, yeah, it takes me forever, but I have a goddamn method!!! And I wasn’t even that low on health yet so I was still confident I could kill it. Fucking no. Gunner came in, attacked, and took aggro away from me and pretty much depleted a big portion of the BAM’s health so when it finally died, that kill didn’t go to me!!! Because the goddamn gunner came in and took it from me! Didn’t matter that I struck the first blow. I was pissed!
And I don’t want to ask for help killing them because I want to prove to myself that I can still kill these things alone! That I can kill these BAMs like all the other BAMs I’ve killed thus far.
Omg and then what makes it worse is the fact that TERA slows your speed incredibly when you draw your weapon. Like, why, TERA??? Why give the enemy more of an advantage by slowing us down when we try to run with our weapons drawn?? Maybe it’s trying to simulate the reality of having to run wielding such a massive axe, which would weigh you down, but it’s a fucking game! I don’t need that type of realness! Give me realness in the backgrounds and scenery! UUUUGGGGH!!
But now that I’m complaining about this, I just remembered how many times people ran in and “helped” kill my monsters while I was on the Island of Dawn leveling my gunner. I honestly don’t fucking know what it was, but it was ridiculous. Was it because my character was female and looked oh so helpless??? She has a giant fucking gun. Trust me, she’s not fucking helpless! Or maybe they thought I was a new player.
Honestly, I didn’t have this problem very much when I created my berserker.
And I’d say “dude” every time they did it too. Like, maybe you think you’re being helpful, but it’s not helpful at all!! It’s fucking annoying and rude!
Ugh. Now I’m all angry recalling all these infuriating things. Idk man. I was fine earlier today, but then something happened idek what it was and I got angry all of a sudden so here I am ranting and bitching. I need to calm down. But I needed to rant to get that angry and frustration out. Ah. *deep breaths*
