#05012010

[taeminrecuerdos]

05.01.2010

SHINee realizaron una visita a unos pequeños, compartiendo con ellos de sus actividades extraescolares.

[djdelacruz-blog]

I can't help but think about what we used to have. I have to move on though. I don't know what I'm saying. You know that no matter who I've been with and no matter how long it's been, I still love you. It's been more then a year. You still love me, I still love you. We can simply just get back together. I don't want to though because I know it's just not going to the be the same. Not the same butterfly feeling we once use to give each other all the time. It's all going to be different. Yes, we made it through so much in yet so little time. Distance was a major cock blocker but it was our fault for failure to communicate. I know we still could be with each other right now. I know we can. After going through a major depression because of what happened between you & I during the summer though, I just don't know if I'm able to take the pain that's going to reoccur again. I love you so much. I know you're reading this. It's just that I know it won't work out. Yes we bring so much good feelings to each other, but with those feelings comes all the pain. The need for you too be next to me. The need to be able to hold you. I was in a long distance with you and I knew we could've lasted for the longest time. We both messed up though, and with those mistakes, we can't rebuild from that. I hate to be the person who has no faith in it, but I lost all the faith after what happened. I'm sorry. I'm so scared to get back with you. You know I love you like I know you love me, but I just can't. I can't..