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[slowdancewithme]

Appreciation post to my pain in the ass best friend and boyfriend who turns my world upside down, but still manages to make sense of my little messed up part of it. He keeps me sane and drives me crazy. I dont know how that is possible but it is. And i dont know how i got to be so lucky, but im grateful i have you. I love you bubs! <3

[acutestyle]

Laundry: Fold and Stack 05.21.13

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You were everything I ever wanted in a husband, but now that I have you idk if I want you anymore...I love you, I really do but idk if I would marry you...

[ohlehdewwwit]

i wish grandma was alive. i almost guarantee that my life wouldn't be so painful if she were here.

[ohlehdewwwit]

no, i’m not okay. and i know that’s not what people wanna hear because they don't wanna have to “deal” with issues and people like that. but it’s true. i haven’t been okay for a long time, and idk when i will be. no, i don’t wanna talk about it, and no, i don’t want someone to “try” to help. idk how to let people help. idk how to be taken care of. idk a lot of things. all i know now is i want a hug. from ONE particular person. but i won’t get one. time to go cry. this shit is getting old, for real.

[melissabickas]

I don't really know if I'm bad with friendships, but I feel like it. But I mean, all I try to be is a good friend to my friends, especially the ones that I care about the most. The ones I care about the most are the ones that I trust. But honestly, I've lost the ones that truly gained my trust. And it really sucks. But, whatever. People have told me that some day I'll find better friends, and I just need to be patient and find those better people. Well, honestly, I'm glad that I'm away from those bullshit people that proved me wrong about trusting them. I've found better friends, and I'm glad. I'm not ending my last year of high school wasting my time over people who don't even care about me. This shit doesn't even make sense, I guess. Whatever though. Pointless post.