#071816

[acutestyle]

07.18.16

[acutestyle]

07.18.16

[acutestyle]

07.18.16

[jhukeepsgoing]

Boring week.

18 JUL / Chill Monday for me. Iniisa-isa ko muna ang mga aplikanteng tatawagan ko for the rest of the week. I also haven't received my salary yet. From time to time, bumababa ako sa BDO para tingnan ko kung naipasok na ba sa ang sweldo ko. I'm broke af. kailangan ko pang magbudget para sa gala namin sa Sabado.

19 JUL / I oriented and interviewed applicants today. I'm out of focus dahil buong araw kong inisip ang sweldo ko. Wala pa rin kasi!!! Baka wala na akong pamasahe kinabukasan. Sabi ng accountant namin, maling account daw naipasok ng manager namin. Tapos, nasa paparating na gala namin sa Sabado ang isip ko. Nilista ko na rin lahat ng kailangan kong bilhin.

20 JUL / Meh. Ang boring. Thanks to Doctors series. At least, alam ko pa rin ang pakiramdam ng kinikilig. Hahahaha waley.

21 JUL / My officemates and interns are so excited!!! Sabado, please do come fast. Chill pa kami sa lagay na 'to but next week will be so busy.

22 JUL / I have so many things to do but I'm procrastinating the whole day. I went to the grocery to buy the things we need for tomorrow. The guy even stared at me when I bought two tequila drinks in the liquor section. Brad, it's not what you think. Hahaha! I also prepared the food I'll be cooking early in the morning next day. Nanay also helped me. Sasama sana sila sa'min but she changed her mind dahil marami siyang paplantsahin na damit namin.

23 JUL / ALCOY & DALAGUETE WEEKEND GETAWAY. Will blog about it soon.

[kabaothao]

Abbie, my little bumble bee 🐝 A little cutie with a stinger saying no. Love her to pieces this little one 💕#abbiexiong #cutiepie #071816

[twodayiis]

Today is home

[aeonouji]

venting. feel free to ignore.

I really do like drawing. I love my poorly drawn landscapes, I love my anime-esque doodles, I love my poor anatomy skills. But then I see my friend's art. I see their amazing shading. I see their detailed drawings and suddenly, stop. I realize I'm horrible. My art can't be shown in an actual gallery. I'll stop myself in the middle because I can see the mistakes already in the drawing. A line isn't right. Or I'm not doing it like my friend would. Then everything about the drawing is wrong. Sometimes, I feel like I wanna cry. Other times, I want to rip up the drawing. It's a feeling that comes and goes. It doesn't disappear forever. It fades. Comes back. And I hate myself during it.

[lizardvangogh]

haven't felt any emotion in a long time so either the depression is back or i'm actually dead inside stayed tuned to find out