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5SOS with a fan — Jul. 30th, 2012
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5SOS with a fan — Jul. 30th, 2012
Gentlemen don't.
July 25, 27-28, & 30, 2012
Wednesday. Picked up Der and got Yogurtland for the new cups and spoons! They were the penguin ones, super cute! Then we went to Glendale and walked around the Galleria and Americana. He bought me a belt since he likes belts LOL we got Potato Corner and watched Ratatouille on the big screen at Americana! It was super cute (: Went back and chilled in front of Der's house and went home.
Friday. Met up with Marquis and Lil' Bang at FTB. Then Wiz, Frank, and Kevin came afterwards. Just chilled there for a bit. Tried their Level Up app thing! Hah I left and picked up Der. Had Pa Pa Walk for the first time. Then went to my Lola's house and changed. He met my Lola and Tita's! Brought him to the LEM as a guest for INC's 98th<3 Watched The Watch afterwards with Marquis, Linh, Wiz, Jing, Ash, and Bryan! Good day!
Saturday. Went to Ate Joy's baby shower! It was pretty fun. All the games and such. It was carnival themed, super cute! It was nice being with family again. Went home and Mel picked me up. Went to my mommy's birthday party and she was already hella drunk. We just stayed for a bit then we went to FTB and I treated her. Then we randomly went to the 626 Night Market right before it closed. Then she dropped me home.
Monday. Dropped off Casper at Petco then went shopping with the mother at Nordstrom! I love shopping with her. Went to Target and got school supplies for LJ. Tried killing more time by getting boba from Yogurt Haven. Gross, haven't been there in so long. But yeah, went to Ross and bought more stuff hah then finally picked up Casper again! Then went home. It was nice bonding with the mother, I always appreciate the time I spend with her (: But yeah, went to Ash's house after and him and Jing were playing water pong LOL we headed to Round 1! They were playing games and Ash won Jing a Wow Wow Wubbzy toy! Hah we went to MJ Cafe after! And it was my first time there. It was alright! I dropped off Jing and visited Der. Went home and had a webcam sesh and watched The Secret World of Arrietty. It was pretty good except the ending. But yeah, had a good day! (:
Time is the greatest healer to a broken heart. That person who won't give you a chance, screw him. Because honestly wouldn't you rather have the one who would shout to the world about how in love he is with you? It's what you deserve. It's what everyone deserves.
I really needed to see this. I've been so stuck in my mind for the past month or so because of him. But thank you so much for your message :) It means a lot that you care.
"Ho, the big lady can dance!"
hahaha, that's what one of the 6th graders yelled when i started performing with my farrington dancers today. that made me smile while on stage. hahahaha it's kinda funny now that i look back on it. :P
anyway, the kids were GREAT at both orientations today :) i think we're gonna get a lot of new people to sign up! WOOOOOP! rep, double dees!
Diabulimia.
found out that what I was doing to myself in high school actually has a name. basically, diabulimia is the act of purposely not taking your insulin in an attempt to lose weight. the reason "bulimia" is involved is because when you don't take your insulin, the level of ketones in your blood will increase, causing you to throw up. i honestly had no idea that there was a name for this "illness." i would just not take my insulin because it made me momentarily skinnier. but little did i realize (or care, for that matter) that i was killing myself in the process, all so i could fit into society's standards of beautiful. stupid. i was so stupid. by not taking care of myself, i put myself at risk for kidney failure (which i've been told i have premature signs of), blindness (my eye doctor said if i don't get myself in check, i could go blind in 3-5 years), and a number of other things, INCLUDING being infertile and unable to have kids. that last one would literally destroy my world. i'm not exaggerating either. ugghhh. anyway, NOW is the time to make a change. i've already begun that change, and i don't plan on relapsing ever. i want to be a mom so badly, and i want to live a long, healthy, happy life despite the fact that i have diabetes. wish me luck!
You are a very good dancer. I admire your work that you do with your kids. You have really talented kids, and so are you! You are very beautiful :) Keep up the good work! Dancers Delite Represent! <3
You are so sweet! :) This literally made my day. DOUBLE DEES, if you're reading, we have an admirer :')
But really, thank you so much! You certainly have a beautiful heart.
Confession 211
my favorite hello kitty character is kuromi :)