#09.08.16

[emmerdalewardrobe]

Louise Marwood - Good Morning Britain Interview - 9th August 2016

Drape Bold Stripe Dress in Black/White £199.00 from Karen Millen

[heartsoftruth]

Before | After

[letsmigrate]

You're wonderful and amazing and beautiful

You make me feel safe and protected. You make me feel comfortable, even when I’m still uncomfortable. You take my faults and tell me that it’s ok. You don’t force anything on me. You understand that I’m an anxiety ridden, inexperienced *almost* 23 year old. You don’t care that I’m not ready, even though I know you desperately wish that I was. When I apologise, you remind me that I don’t have to. That I haven’t done anything that warrants an apology. I don’t have to be sorry for feeling a certain way. You make it all ok. You make me feel ok. You make me laugh. You entertain me. You put me first because you feel it’s more important for me to be comfortable than you - not that I want you to ever be uncomfortable, but I think you’re comfortable knowing that I’m comfortable. You’re sweet and kind and smart and talkative. You’re such a caring friend to people that don’t even deserve your kindness. You climb mountains for people that would never do the same for you. You’re ambitious and adventurous and spontaneous. You’re everything I never knew that I could have. You fill in all the gaps. You like the things I like and then some. You’re different than me, but at the same time, so very similar. You understand me. You understand what I’ve gone through to get to where I am now. You’re wonderful and amazing and beautiful.

I just worry that I can’t be all of these things for you. I’m afraid that one day you will disappear and I’ll only have the memories of the way you made me feel.

I fall for you more every single day. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. So please…don’t disappear.

[subrinathewitch]

Sometimes I think about how his tweets are probably never for me but for her and about how much he wants her back. I think about how much he will never love me as much as he does her. Sometimes I want to be okay with it but I know I'm jealous, I don't get why I like him so much.

[wreneuropeanwriting-blog]

09.08.16, London, England

Houses of Parliament and Westminster Abbey were remarkable in that they were the seat of power for a nation that has historically been the world power for centuries. The clock tower, which housed the bell called Big Ben, tolled the count of the hour over the busy, congested square near a thickly populated bridge. The clock’s face was golden and gleamed in the low, cloudy London light. The tower was not as tall as many photographs made it seem, but still impressive. It was broad and attached to the magnificent parliament building. The walls of the building were a sandy brown, and were covered with thorn like protrusions and geometric style shapes, inorganic but almost natural; they were extremely well connected and flowed seamlessly with the style of the building; a neo-gothic construction made to mirror the ancient gothic abbey across the busy street. There were curiously few gargoyles and naturalistic carvings on the building; it was mostly devoted to shapes in the same sharpened, sweeping nature of the thorns on the buildings. Westminster Abbey, by contrast, was much older and less seamless than he Parliament building. It was of a smaller size and of lighter material. It seemed to favor the gothic arch for its windows and doors, and it had a massive distinguished courtyard. The very walls felt older than the those of the building across, more ancient and worn. The statues in the square watched over the buildings, the streets and the pedestrians that milled below, famous figures from around the world standing near the halls where many of the rulers of Britain were buried. This square was a place of government; past and present, and was more the heart of the city, on the banks of the Thames, than even the Queen’s current residence at Buckingham Palace.

[threegood-things]

09.08.16

1. Feeling much better today, much clearer and able. I got the daily tidy done (and really well) early on in the day. Just how I like it. 2. Saw mumsie and sister this morning/afternoon. Lovely to see them as always. 3. Watched a film this eve, it's been a while since we've done that in the eve. Never done it once the boy is in bed anymore. It was great doing normal adult activities without a child involved.

[ptcharliesd]

Found small dolls I used to play with as a child. Whose genitals I touched and rubbed over and over and would make them lie on top of each other. Had forgotten about them. 

[j-l-s-photography]