#091811

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This is the first time I dreamt of you in how long & you were gone in my dream too. It’s like my dreams are finally catching up to reality & my inner self is finally coming to realization that you’re gone and never coming back. I still hear songs and get sad, I still see your pictures, our pictures and it stings my heart. The tiniest things heal those aches you left me with, visits with your parents, hanging with our friends. You left us all so broken but you left us with each other. we love you.

[drinkxdrankxdrunk]

Now you’re gone, there you go, somewhere I can’t bring you back, now you’re gone, there you go, somewhere you’re not coming back. 😪

[drinkxdrankxdrunk]

He's the only one that ever made sense to me. Being in his arms was like being home.

[drinkxdrankxdrunk]

In all the other dreams it was the same, we were just friends, but last night, my dream was different, it's like I knew it was a dream because you gave me another chance, wish I could have slept forever in that dream.

[drinkxdrankxdrunk]

I'll always love you. You were my first everything. The absolute best.. I hope one day in the future out paths will cross again, a little piece of me will always be waiting for you.

[canyoutakemetoparis]

Still counting..

Yung feeling na 5 months from now 2 years na tayo? Di naman sa binibilang ko pero. Alamo yon, di ko expected na aabot ka, o aabot ako sa buhay mo ng ganon katagal. Akala ko kase isa ka lang ordinaryong lalake na dadaan sa buhay ko. Pero hindi eh, kakaiba ka chong! Ginayuma mo ko. Charot! Sayo ko lang kase ginawa lahat ng yon eh. Dugo't pawis pinuhanan ko sayo eh. Sa mga taong nakaalam ng love story naten hands up saken kung pano kita mahaln. Napaka swerte ko na kase sayo eh. Ayoko ng mawala ka saken. I told myself before, once I hold you again. I'll never gonna let you go. Maniwala man kayo sa FOREVER o hindi. Pangangatawanan ko na to. Maybe right now we're apart. Our bodies are separated by miles and miles away. But our hearts and souls are combined as one. Kaya araw araw nag prapray ako kay God na. "Ama kung hindi po para sakin si Jr, please sya nalang po. Wala na po akong ibang hiling kundi sya eh. Please po.."

[leiaaaachan-blog]

"Wish I was in your arms Lying right there beside you But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight And I'll gently kiss your lips, Touch you with my fingertips. We may be a thousand miles apart, But I'll be with you wherever you are" 🎶 @jasonastorga 👫 #navygirlfriend #longdistancerelationship #imissmyboyfriend #mybestfriendforlife #091811

[canyoutakemetoparis]

My baby babe<3

God, thank you for the early christmas gift. All the burden and heartache is worth it. Giving him to me again is too much but then again I'm so thankful and blessed for the answered prayers. :)