Sep 26, 2017
Harry covering “Girl Crush” by Little Big Town Nashville, TN - 9/25
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Harry covering “Girl Crush” by Little Big Town Nashville, TN - 9/25
“I would like you to turn to the person you don’t know, and I would like you to embrace them. Hold hands! EMBRACE! You know, what is not used enough is the word embrace when referencing hugging. EMBRACE!” – Harry Styles // Nashville 9/25.
Via Mia’s snapchat - September 25, 2017
She lives!
I have returned.
I’m pretty positive nobody reads this anyway...
Anyway... I’m finally leaving BBP. I have nothing... but I’m doing it for my own well being. I was offered Assistant manager to be salary but they pretty much gave me an ultimatum of school or BBP... OBVIOUSLY SCHOOL. Which sounds crazy coming from me cause... well you know.... I’m not the smartest bean.
I figured I could maintain my blog or at least start it back up because it’s a nice way to vent and get my thoughts down on paper (the web?)
Although I started to go to therapy I think continuing here will be a nice addition to my life.
Will and I are still together.... which is great. Julita and I are fwiends. :3
and.... I think that’s about it. Not much is going on in life it seems but of course so many things revolve around me I feel like sometimes I’m so distracted by WHATEVER that I cant even see all the things in orbit. I have to practice living in the moment rather than having all my anxiety crumble down on me at once.
The green eyed monster
It just hit me ... I don’t want other ppl calling you, I don’t want other ppl talking to you, I don’t want other ppl around you, I just want it to be me and you as unhealthy as it sounds. I don’t want my obsessive attributes to become the demise of what we’re doing here. I want you, and I think you want me too.
I want to disappear in this world so badly,
and I want it to be now.
And I don't think someone will stop me,
why can't I do it?
(Ayoko talaga sa lahat e ung ipinapamukha sakin na para bang wala akong nagawa, ginawa o ginagawa. Pucha, araw-araw na kong nag.oot ano pa bang gusto nyo? Ok lang sana kung mappromote na ko by next year e, e napaisip ako bigla na imposible un, siguro after 3-4 years ko dun posible pa. Kaya nga di na ko magdadalawang isip na umalis na by early next year. Bes, ung sinasahod ko, pamasahe lang ang nakukuha ko, sino ba naman ang matutuwa sa ganon at gugustuhin pang mabuhay diba? I wanted to end my life everyday and I think it will be worth it.)
😭😩😭😩😭😩😭😩😭😩😭😩😭😩😭
Kicking isn’t hard....
That’s if you’re not in water.
For our second pool meeting we had to practice scissor kick and frog kick. These would’ve been difficult if not for our KICKBOARDS !
Those things are almost like life vests hahaha. The laps on the pool were tiring but atleast we get to learn another thing :)