That internalized ableism going "but am I faking??!?" even when in excruciating pain unlike anything before

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That internalized ableism going "but am I faking??!?" even when in excruciating pain unlike anything before
So I’m on set for Cats and it is FULLY. SNOWING.
Followed my meal plan 100% today! Totally freaked out after lunch, but I survived, and the anxiety passed. And I also had snacks and dinner. (:
"Winter's Shadows"
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Writing is like making map of myself, what I hold inside. When I read words that resonate with me and make their way to the inner parts...it's like new veins of rivers and landmarks appear on the map of who I am. And suddenly, I know myself better. I can navigate through my being with more clarity. I understand. Language does that for me. It comes from this holy place within, ancient and infinite. I find my place there, and so I write more.
Tumblr just flagged all the nude ART (paintings/sketches/drawings) I've ever reblogged... Including abstract art and art that doesn't even show nipples or vaginas.
There's literally so many pieces flagged it would take me like an hour to hit the appeal button on every single one. I AM glad I'm able to see which pieces were marked as flagged bc I've heard about a month ago that wasnt even available.
But @staff get it together.
I read your updated terms.... I know art is allowed. Your censorship process sucks, and I've seen ACTUAL porn on my dash... Yet art embracing the raw beauty of the female body is forbidden... Cool.
Im...still deciding what to do. Maybe painting. Possibly drawing. Come help me decide. https://picarto.tv/SeasInkarnadine
"The Things We Do For Love"
.....the things we give to those we love. (no edit. 1.22.19)