feeling so lost and alone

seen from Israel

seen from Canada
seen from United States

seen from Russia
seen from Yemen

seen from T1

seen from Singapore
seen from Israel
seen from United Kingdom
seen from China

seen from Singapore

seen from United Kingdom
seen from Russia
seen from Indonesia
seen from Japan
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China

seen from United States
feeling so lost and alone
back to class
Today's my 21st birthday, and my first day back to classes (since yesterday's classes were canceled due to "potential ice" 🙄).
I am so excited for classes! (honestly the best birthday gift anyone can give me is going back to classes). I have vector calc at 9:30, physics 2 at 11, modern algebra 2 at 1, a calc 2 SI session I'm leading at 2:50, and applied combinatorics at 4.
1. September 2017
aren't books incredible? entire worlds created that we spend our childhoods in and still return to when we need a familiar comfort. even when our physical homes, our creations of brick and families by blood are shaking or crumbling, these alternate universes remain safe, steady, unchanging. holding out a warm hand from the musty flick of pages, whispering from inky, solid words: we will always be here to welcome you home.
A year ago tonight my whole life made this gigantic flip. What we were told that night has changed the way I've been living my whole life. It's been a hard year, but I'm glad I have him by my side. He was the only person I wanted to talk to that night. Hopefully this year is better than last year. Maybe not. I don't know anymore.
Sorry Dude
I don't know what made you think I was, but I'm not a stoner. I only get high under certain conditions: if I'm stressed, trying to get fucked up, or with people I'm comfortable. And none of these apply here. Plus, what is smoking a single bowl gonna do to me? And I'm here to be responsible so nah dude. Please stop asking me.