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[nbagifstory]

Stephen Curry — Golden State Warriors

[gamerguyjames]

The hardest blog I've ever wrote.

I've been working on a post for a couple weeks now  to better explain an answer that I gave to a question that was asked. It's been both comforting, and opening up a lot of old wounds. Hopefully when it's all said and done I'll either feel better and move on, or feel like shit again and sit in a dark room for another year. I've come to the realization that what I want and what I'm going to end up with are two totally different things, and it sucks. Maybe when it's finally written and posted will open eyes, maybe not hers. Hopefully my own.

[ultimatefangirl94]

Reactivated my Spotify and listening to all my old favourite music and "Some Hearts" came on... Remember this? The song that made you cry, the song that meant the world in our relationship... Fuck...

[happycamperferl]

All I do is win.

October 27-30, 2010.

This week went by pretty fast but it was fun! I've been busy, so I couldn't really update on here. d:

Wednesday. Got Foster's with Rae and Laurie and ate it at BK. Chilled in there for a while and went to Walgreens. They went home and I met up with Jawstin. Chilled at Starbucks. He left me and I went back to school for skit practice with SCO. Oh my, it ended soo late and when it was dark. I had no other place to go so I went to Andrew's house. lol, it was so random. But yeah, we just kicked it for a bit until he walked me to my Tita's house and I got picked up with my brother.

Thursday. Fun day! Chose our choir name, musical phenomenon. It's alright, I guess. Way better than being unoriginal and being Vocal Adrenaline. Got to my AP Psyche class and my chair was completely turned over, oh my. Until now I still don't know who did it. d: But yeah, had a sub! Had an earthquake drill, lame. Had a quick practice after school then went to Rae's house. Jawstin came and went to Laser Night! It was my first time ever and I played three rounds. Barely got it after the third round, hah. It was fun! (: Went to Cha for Tea! And met up with Nina, Leslie, Matt, and Caguin. The cute waiter/waitress was there. ;D ~CK lol! But yeah, Miggy and Joy-ism came afterwards. We went to the costume store and we were like so hyper for some reason. We were so loud, loved it. Got picked up and went to Rae's house. Tried on my zebra dress and Rae gave me cornrows. Hah, went home and got ready for the next day.

Yesterday, Friday. Another chill day. Early start! Had to go to Rae's house and get my dress. Rae ended up going to school early with me. I've never been to school THAT early. Oh my. Practiced the skit one last time. During lunch, finally performed the skit against the juniors. Sadly, we lost. SMD 2012. d: But whatever, over it already. We won the pumpkin contest, so yeah. Anyways, went to Rae's house and got ready. Lindz and Jawstin came. Got Taco Bell with Raisa. Then Geni picked us up and got us tickets for Paranormal Activity 2! Watched at Universal. It wasn't as scary as the first one! But yeah, chilled around the City Walk for a while then went to Rae's. Dropped off dvds at Video Hut and got Coke and chocolate at Super A, hah. Random. We were planning on going to a Halloween party but Raisa said we were too young for it. But it was all good. Lindz went home tho, boo. Slept over Rae's! Weird night. Raisa came home like at 3 and woke us up. Phoenix kept barking for no reason and we kept hearing weird noises. D: Raph gave us goodnight kisses, it was cute. Caught up on some Glee. Rae's alarm was so loud and was on for like 30 minutes. I finally turned it off. Had a weird ass dream about Papa John's and Jeep. It felt so real! d:

Today, Saturday. Woke up and just watched the first season of Jersey Shore with Rae. Got picked up and went home. Got ready and went to Pasadena high school for the regional GEM. Was with the frkn creepers in the van. It was so random! Sesh at the dog park, oh gosh (x Soo funny. Overall, it was alright. I wasn't down. & I didn't get raped, yay! ;D Chilled with Chris for a while and got picked up and went to the weekend house. Random day.