#107pm

[theamericanbandwhore]

I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. I hate me. I’m so fucking stupid. I’m so fucking stupid. I’m so fucking stupid.

[jeribunny]

XXVII: parental control

My family is so.. Not understanding.

My parents like, okay I know they're being parents when they don't let me out and stuff, but come on. They don't let me out at all, and usually when I do go out it all depends on my brother. And my brother doesn't like to put himself in my position, like he was once like me, he once did everything to see his girlfriend but when it comes to me, it's like he's oblivious. It's pretty dumb considering all the stuff I had to help him out with. Like I'm truly sorry that he ends up having to do more stuff for me than me doing stuff for him. It's only because I'm younger than him and I'm a girl. I'm pretty sure if I was older, I can help him out with a lot of stuff. But I mean, I don't know I just don't really have it as easy as him when it comes to my parents. I mean come on my brother could go out at 11 in the night and come home at 4 without being yelled at. I come home at 11 and I'm in trouble for the whole week. I get it, I knoww I'm a 17 year old girl but, I wish my parents put more trust in me. I mean look at all the other people that have parents that allow them to go out, and look at me. They don't really deserve it, if anything my parents should have the upmost trust for me, but whatever.