#11.23.15

[elceeu2morrow]

Interview with TV1, Mexico, 11.23.15 (x)

[mademoisellekathhhhhh]

Day 1

So official na nga! May work na ako. 1st day of training. Hindi ko alam kung tutuloy pa ba ako dahil sobra akong kinakabahan dahil nakita ko noong orientation ang mga katrabaho ko na puro sila may mga experience na at dalawa lang kaming hindi. Feeling ko nga noon na baka naligaw lang ako doon sa Team na yun. Hahaha. 

12 ang start ng training at syempre inagahan ko talaga. Para lang akong bano na pumasok sa site na hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. Hahahaha! Pagpasok ko ng training room, dun ako umupo sa mga nakasama ko sa interview. Nakakatuwa nga kasi ang babait nila tapos bunso ang tawag nila sa akin. Hihi. So ayon, sila na nga ang mga nakasama ko. 

Bale Macy’s yung account namin at wala talaga akong alam jan sa Macy’s kemeru na yan nang biglang...

Ms. Lorie: (citing all the incentives) Guys, Macy’s is so generous!

Le me: Sino ga yang Macy’s na yan [at gagawin kong kaibigan]

Keno: Miss Lorie! Sino daw po si Macy’s sabi ni Kath? Hahahaha.

(Tumatawa yung mga kasama ko kasi nagjojoke daw ako. Haha)

M. L.: Macy’s is the surname of the founder, guys.

Le me: Babae po ba yan o lalake?

(Lalo na silang tumawa dahil ang galing ko daw mag-joke. Babae daw si Macy’s kasi sounds like Misis. Tawa sila nang tawa at joke daw ako nang joke e totoo namang tinatanong ko kung babae o lalake.)

M. L.: Hahaha. Ikaw talaga, Kath. Okay, because of that you have to research who Macy’s is and you have to report that tomorrow.

Hay. Nagkaroon tuloy ako ng assignment. Naging okay naman ang buong araw. Getting to know each other muna at ang saya dahil masaya. Basta. Hahaha. Waah. Thank You, Lord dahil nakatapos ako ng 1st day noong Monday. 

[thestoryr]

Me: You made a world of a difference to the disaster going on in my head everyday.

JZK: Funny. Because I think everything that goes on in your head is a beautiful mess.

[with-daily-goodness-blog]

Nov. 23, 2015

tba

[alltheselights]

amazingballs: So this happen.. thank you @harrystyles so so much x😭😍❤️

[give-me-a-fucking-reason]

If you miss me, tell me you miss me. Be straight up with me. Quit trying to front it with anger or whatever other bs you're trying to cover it with. That's what annoys me...

[jennitaals]

Monday, November 23, 2015

I miss him and love him soooooooooo much. Literally every single thing I do, I’m thinking about him and missing him. It’s honestly very, very, very, difficult to hold in my tears. Especially during the day. Honestly, how I feel about him, I know it doesn’t matter to him anymore. But what matters to me the most, is that he’s staying happy and smiling, and safe. Which of course, I know he is. But regardless of how he feels or thinks of me now, I still will never, ever, give up on us. I haven’t and I will never give up on someone who I would do anything and everything for. I haven’t and I will never give up on someone who I would give up anything and everything just to be able to see his smile and hear his laugh. Just because he may have given up on me already, doesn’t mean I will give up on him. He’s worth everything to me.

[give-me-a-fucking-reason]

Stop trying to fucking suffocate me. If you really did care about me, you would've fucking learned to let go by now. What more when I finally do move away? Fuck. Off.