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TODAY: 12/1/2015
Montreal! Thanks for helping Dustin conquer the stomach bug! 💪 We always love playing for you all! See you next time!
— August Burns Red (@abrband) November 30, 2015
Happy December! The guys killed it in Montreal on Sunday, took a day off in Toronto yesterday, and are all set to play Toronto tonight!
(This week is going to be pretty sucky, update-wise, because FINALS WEEK UGH SCREAMS)
I’ll try to post some pictures and news blurbs later tonight, but until then,
Peace, love, and trying not to collapse into a literal inferno of final papers,
-ABR Zone
perhaps i have determined my problem. and it’s a big one. i need someone to care for me 24/7. i have an insatiable need for affection. to touch and be touched. not inappropriately; i’m talking the most innocent of touching. holding hands. playing with hair. hugging. whatever it may be. i need that all the time, and i can’t handle it when i don’t have it. and that fucking sucks because more often than not, i am alone and without people who would even want to be affectionate with me. i’ve been sad for the past 2.5 hours, and i really can’t shake it. my boyfriend isn’t answering his phone. my best friends are busy. i don’t like being a burden to people. i don’t like being clingy and annoying. i don’t like being so fcking needy all the time. how do i stop doing that? maybe one day i’ll be enough for myself so that i don’t have to seek shelter in the arms of people who could potentially just be pretending to care. gahhhh i need to stop thinking. i need to focus. this stupid ass portfolio is due on wednesday, and i didn’t even finish the first reflection. ugh. whatever.
I was sensing lots of negativity.
You say one thing then do the opposite. Is this really you? Feel like you’re different now. Someone I don’t know and haven’t met. I’m totally open to change and all; it’s the only thing constant in life. Unfortunately, I don’t like this person you’re introducing. Inconsiderate, rude, negative. I don’t want someone like that in my life. I can't associate myself with you.
Chest started hurting today. It’s a sharp pain right in the center when I move and a mild discomfort when I’m still. The last time I got this was when I was super stressed out. I went to the doctor and even got an EKG just in case something was seriously wrong with me that time. They said everything was normal. I went a second time for a second opinion from a different doctor and she tells me it’s stress related and gives me some medical terminology for the condition. She walks out and comes back with a printed version of a WebMD explanation. I totally could have done that myself. Thanks, doc.