#1137293

[alight-my-soul]

I can’t sleep when he doesn’t.

[alight-my-soul]

I debate texting you and trying to make it right but then I realize if it was really what I wanted I wouldn't be debating it. And I realize I might not want you to know that I get drunk on that night and that the first time I got drunk I painted a picture I've never shown anyone because it was so raw and it was so much of us and I couldn't take it so I burned it and lord I wish I hadn't because it was the best thing I've ever created but who knows maybe when I get drunk again this year I'll create the most beautiful thing either of us has ever seen.

[alight-my-soul]

slowly falling out of love with you. but i'll always remember you and your touch and your smell and the way you said my name. i don't want to miss you anymore.

[alight-my-soul]

today i told you i didn’t want to be here and you asked me if i wanted to go to neverland and when i said that would be nice you asked me if you were peter pan would i still go and i said maybe but when i think about it that really is all i want to run away and see if i could love you.

lord this week has been rough and you make it so much easier for the minimal amount of time i get to see you everyday and i wish it didn’t have to be so little but i can’t muster the strength to change it // j series 0.1

[alight-my-soul]

I didn’t expect to ever get to know you. Yet when I felt your drumsticks beating lightly on the side of my calf; when I caught you staring at me, glancing away only when I blushed; when I felt your hand brush mine as you chose to lay on the floor beside me in a wide open room; when you watched me laugh at the screen of your phone, never once taking your eyes off my smile; I think that’s when I realized maybe you could have been the one. I said I wouldn’t fall again, but you’ve captured my attention; you have me transfixed.

oh, my dear. did you mean to do it? // stories sequence #4

[alight-my-soul]

I was always the one that needed a hand to hold so I took yours and wrapped it around my heart. But later I realized that you needed that hand more than I did so I offered mine to you and wrapped your soul in my arms and told you I would always be there, but you didn’t want my help. You pushed me away and then asked why no one was there to save you. When the time came, I did not apologize, I did not cry; I sat still for I then knew why you always refused my help: it was the punishment you chose for yourself.

you were so strong for so long i never saw the other side but it only got worse when my eyes were opened. // stories sequence #3

[alight-my-soul]

Thinking of starting a story project since I haven't been writing too much lately. Maybe try to tell a story every day. Let me know what you think...

[alight-my-soul]

My 11:11 wish: You.