I can’t sleep when he doesn’t.
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I can’t sleep when he doesn’t.
I debate texting you and trying to make it right but then I realize if it was really what I wanted I wouldn't be debating it. And I realize I might not want you to know that I get drunk on that night and that the first time I got drunk I painted a picture I've never shown anyone because it was so raw and it was so much of us and I couldn't take it so I burned it and lord I wish I hadn't because it was the best thing I've ever created but who knows maybe when I get drunk again this year I'll create the most beautiful thing either of us has ever seen.
slowly falling out of love with you. but i'll always remember you and your touch and your smell and the way you said my name. i don't want to miss you anymore.
today i told you i didn’t want to be here and you asked me if i wanted to go to neverland and when i said that would be nice you asked me if you were peter pan would i still go and i said maybe but when i think about it that really is all i want to run away and see if i could love you.
lord this week has been rough and you make it so much easier for the minimal amount of time i get to see you everyday and i wish it didn’t have to be so little but i can’t muster the strength to change it // j series 0.1
I didn’t expect to ever get to know you. Yet when I felt your drumsticks beating lightly on the side of my calf; when I caught you staring at me, glancing away only when I blushed; when I felt your hand brush mine as you chose to lay on the floor beside me in a wide open room; when you watched me laugh at the screen of your phone, never once taking your eyes off my smile; I think that’s when I realized maybe you could have been the one. I said I wouldn’t fall again, but you’ve captured my attention; you have me transfixed.
oh, my dear. did you mean to do it? // stories sequence #4
I was always the one that needed a hand to hold so I took yours and wrapped it around my heart. But later I realized that you needed that hand more than I did so I offered mine to you and wrapped your soul in my arms and told you I would always be there, but you didn’t want my help. You pushed me away and then asked why no one was there to save you. When the time came, I did not apologize, I did not cry; I sat still for I then knew why you always refused my help: it was the punishment you chose for yourself.
you were so strong for so long i never saw the other side but it only got worse when my eyes were opened. // stories sequence #3
Thinking of starting a story project since I haven't been writing too much lately. Maybe try to tell a story every day. Let me know what you think...
My 11:11 wish: You.