𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔬𝔦𝔡 𝔩𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 (1181)
𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔬𝔦𝔡 𝔩𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 1181 is about our rebellion, difficult choices we make, what we lose, our psychology, the suppressed rage, where your femininity is demonised, where you reclaim your inner dark goddess, the taboo you interact with, raw passion, embodied sexuality, resentment towards rejection and sexual manipulation.
ASTEROID LILITH 1181 IN SIGNS
❦ asteroid lilith 11811 in aries - are people who rebel against people who are leaders, if people who have this placement have brothers, they are very likely to be ones who rebelled against their brothers, they can often make difficult choices when it comes to competition; they are people who are often on the struggle to survive, causing them to be paranoid about the people around them making them someone who is very independent. natives with this placement most likely lost their leader status at a time, or even lost their courage, passion, self-motivation and ambitious self one time. when it comes to their psychology, these are people who have a temper, they even get angrier when their femininity gets demonised when they attempt to become someone who is more masculine, specifically when they're a woman. but when they get themselves together, they become someone who has drive, someone who declares war, someone who is on survival mode all the time and someone who has conflicts to clear. when it comes to the taboo these kins interact with, it could include weapons and tools, coming with the raw passion with the people who have asteroid lilith 1181 in aries, they are people who are expressive, relentless, action oriented and aggressive, but there are times when they can be egotistical, selfish, naive and easily tempered, making them someone who likes to destruct everything around them. how they body their sexuality could be considered as "masculine", or its very in your face, there's no way you could ignore their sexuality, they're people who want to try out with different things and can get easily bored; they're people who hate it when they're denied access to become someone who leads, but when it comes to romantic rejection, they're people who would be upset about it for a minute then move onto the next person, moving onto their sexual manipulation, these folks arent sly with what they do, they're teasing, strong and expressive when it comes to sexual manipulation, they have fun with the people they're doing that to and perhaps like to play with people.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in taurus - are people who rebel against people who they think arent good enough for them. on the other hand, these are people who can rebel against people who are women or even their friends. they could attract people who arent good for them romantically; could have difficult choices when it comes to their luxurious wants, causing them to be someone who is very picky. or they would like to indulge into luxurious wants too much, they could also have a problem with food. natives with this placement most likely lost their practical, conservative, patient and laid-back self once. when it comes to their psychology, these kins become people who are very stubborn and hard to work with as they are adamant, even though taurus placements are slow to anger, with it being paired with lilith can make these individuals become angrier than a usual taurus placement, their suppressed rage can come from allowing things to not go their way for a very long time. along with their femininity being demonised, people could've insulted these placements because they wanted to live the luxurious life and because they wanted affection. though, how these folks reclaim their inner dark goddess is by becoming someone who is more sensual to their surroundings, but they can use their sensuality in a more "dark" way, which could involve sexual pleasures. could involve elements of masturbation. the taboo these folks interact with could involve taking in "too much" food, love, sex and romance, leading onto their raw passion, these folks are people who are enduring, deliberate, romantic and sexual but there can be times when they are resentful, jealous, frugal and greedy. how they embody their sexuality could be perceived as very erotic or sensual, there is something feminine about them, their body could be sexualised a lot, moreover, when it comes to their resentment towards rejection, this could include them not getting things they want but when it comes to romance, they become resentful for a very long time, with their sexual manipulation, they are people who are charming, pleasant, affectionate and comfort driven, sweeting up their romantic endeavours.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in gemini - are people who rebel against their relatives, these people could be considered as one of the youngest people in their families, or they're just people who distance themselves away from their relatives. the difficult choices they make could come to how they decide to deliver a sentence, they have the thoughts to deliver it in a "rude or nice" way, it could even indicate they have difficult choices choosing between their relatives. once these kins could've lost their energy, youthfulness, wit and light-heartedness. as it comes to their psychology, these can be people who talk too much, too less or could be considered as fake. for their suppressed rage they can be people who have this animosity towards their siblings and cousins are even with people on social media, as when it comes to having their femininity demonised, they could've been demonised because of the way they talked, these natives could say a lot of curse words, slurs or even talk sexually a lot and they were ridiculed for it. how these kins reclaim their inner dark goddess is by being people who could manipulate people's minds, becoming more cunning, charming and mentally driven. as it comes to the taboo they interact with, kins with asteroid lilith 1181 in gemini are people who perhaps write a lot of smut and dark stories, along with their raw passion, these individuals are people who are a jack of all trades, savvy, stimulation driven and informative, howbeit, they can be people who are mischievous, anxious, a sexual player and deceiving. when it comes to their embodied sexuality, these are masses who want mental stimulation, dirty-talking and they can be someone who can change how they present themselves sexually depending in their atmosphere, they can become someone different, like putting on a different mask when it comes to sexual acts. with their resentment towards rejection, they can be people who talk rudely about the people who rejected them, or probably go on social media to forget it, they could've been someone who was exiled from their relatives, lastly, when it's about their sexual manipulation they are people who humorous, sexual, flirty and verbal.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in cancer - are people who most likely rebelled against their mother figures or even against their family. the difficult choices these natives can make is very likely moving away from their home and cutting connections from their mother, reason why it could be a difficult choice is that their mother could be someone who manipulates them to stay. these are masses of people who once lost their innocence, privacy, sensitivity and being able to reflect on themselves. coming to their psychology, because they could've lost the capability to reflect on themselves, they become people who are manipulative, could've lost their inner balance along with it and their psychology comes of when someone doesnt know how to take accountability. leading to their suppressed rage, many people with this placement have suppressed rage towards their mother and family but it's easy for these natives to act on their rage, as to their femininity being demonised, they could've been demonised because they were too emotional, sympathetic, affectionate and caring. how they reclaim their inner goddess is being someone who focuses on their inner balance, perhaps hanging around more women, seeking for a mother figure and being around water. coming along to the taboo they interact with, it could include them being people who attempt to be a mother figure to others, as they have mother issues, the women they surround themselves with can be considered as women who arent good for them along with the women they look up to. as it comes to their raw passion, these kins are people who are tough, tenacious, hard-working and protective, however, there are moments when they are moody, withdrawn, oversensitive and easily offended. however, how they embody their sexuality could be studied as their feminine, innocent and private. these folks could be shy when it comes to expressing their sexuality, or they could be people who become very dominant in a sexual-smothering way. as it comes to their resentment to rejection, due to these natives being considered as clingy, they are people who could've been rejected from their mother figures and home, on the other hand, when it comes to romance, they are people who react in a very emotional way, could motivate them to be someone who is manipulative towards the people. when it comes to their sexual manipulation, like i said before, these folks are private and secretive to what they show, howbeit, they're all about breast, their bodies are sensitive and they want to make their partners as comfortable as them.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in leo - the people with this placement are most likely people who rebelled against their father figures, most likely were people who rebelled against the relationships with and things considered as "social norms". the difficult choices these individuals make include of them not being independent anymore, them relying on others or allowing others to get recognition before them. individuals with this placement most likely once lost their optimism, bright aura and creativity including creative potential. when it comes to their psychology, these natives have an ego and need to understand that their are limits and it is okay to take a break, which leads to their suppressed rage on thinking they're not recognised enough or thinking that whenever they work for something their goal still seems out of reach. onto the point of where i speak of how their femininity is demonised, they way these kins get demonised is because they have confidence and do understand their potential, when people try and humble them, these individuals become someone who understands their soul path and have a more powerful drive as that's how they reclaim their inner dark goddess, especially with being more authoritative. the taboo these natives can interact with may include them being too sexual, or sensual. as leo rules recognition, they could just be perceived as someone who is prohibited. when it comes to their raw passion, they are people who are confident, vigorous, spontaneous and magnetic, however, they can become people who are stubborn, egotistical, domineering and loud. how they embody their sexuality is that they're people who are expressive, entertaining and prideful, they show what they show without holding back. leading to their resentment towards rejection, these people might've been rejected by their father figures being people who might want to seek out for that hole their father left. however, when it comes to romance, these masses are people who have a very high ego so it would hurt them for quite a time even though they attempt to hide it; as it comes their sexual manipulation, these folks are confident in what they show, they become charming, magnetic and behave as if their lovers are prey.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in virgo - the people with this placement are most likely to rebel against nature. or you could say things that are considered as "normal", the difficult choices these individuals make is choosing to become someone society wants them to be or being the person they always wanted to be. as virgo services others, these individuals are used to following what others tell them to do. on one hand, these people could've once lost their humbleness, patient, modest and systematic selves, moving to their psychologies, these natives might have a mindset that everything must go their way and could be considered as quite extreme if nothing goes their way. leading onto their suppressed rage which includes them being angry because of how much they followed other people's rules but when they set their boundaries people trespass theirs. adding to why their femininity is demonised, they were people who attempted or even still do express their natural selves, expressing the feminine side of women that shouldnt be hidden and how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is becoming someone who is more intelligent, in a mental, psychological and stimulating way also by interacting with nature more. as we come to the taboo these individuals interact with includes them being someone who is bare, natural, perhaps with the way they joke around and buy sexual things from shopping centres. with the raw passion, these asteroid lilith 1181 natives are people who are hard working, motivated, perfectionist and organised persons however, they can become people who are self critical, cynical, self doubting and picky. with the asteroid commenting about the sexuality people embody, people with this placement embody are nature-like, innocent, raw and modest sexuality, people with this placement dont allow "just" anyone to touch them. along with their resentment towards rejection, they could've been people who got rejected by the people they used to socialise with, like social exile. but when it comes to romantic rejection, they're people who become anxious about it and start to mentally beat themselves up because of it, howbeit, as it comes to their sexual manipulation, these individuals become servicing, helpful and most likely allows their sexual partner to do whatever they want to do to them.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in libra - the people with this placement are very likely to rebel against the law, the difficult choices these individuals will make during this life time is choosing between peace or chaos, or choosing what will be good for them when it comes to relationships, people with this asteroid in libra could've once lost their balanced selves, logic, objective and civilness. as it comes to their psychology, they are people who are materialistic and would rather focus on things that dont have a meaning, or they become people who are shallow and co-dependent. when it comes to their suppressed rage, it could link to them seeing things happen with no justice, no fairness and no equality. why their femininity could've been demonised is because they were people who wanted to enjoy themselves in materialism, or wanted equality in context where they have been done wrong, or have been wronged if they were a woman. could've been demonised by finding themselves beautiful and being confident, however, what makes them reclaim their inner dark goddess is by being someone who speaks of the wrong doings of people, they get into relationships that helps with their situations or go to places that makes them happy. the taboo that could be considered they interact with could include the topics they speak of, the people they get into relationships with and affectionate desires. wanting for equality, needs in a partner and eternal wanting for love. as it comes to their raw passion these natives are people who are persuasive, pleasant, charming and diplomatic, but, they can be people who are lazy, passive, controlling and skittish. as it comes to how they embody their sexuality, they come against rules that has deemed expressing themselves as wrong, they embrace their femininity and chase what they want. however, when it comes to their resentment towards rejection, people who have done them wrong could've gotten away from their wrongdoings, on the other hand, when it comes to romance, they could've been people who got cheated on or had people who presented themselves as people who they arent. as it comes to sexual manipulation, these kins are people who are alluring, adaptable, sweet and romantic, they become people who want to please others sexually.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in scorpio - the people with this placement are very likely to rebel against what people think should remain hidden. when it comes to difficult choices these masses make is transforming themselves for the "bad" or "good", they've been around people who have held them back to the point that if they have a path to make themselves a better person, they're hesitant towards it. what these people could've lost once was their realistic, tough, passionate and regenerative self. as it comes to their psychology, these natives are people who are very vengeful and secretive. always needing to find out hidden things that could get themselves into trouble, with their suppressed rage they're people who can hold a grudge for a long time, they can develop quite a toxic mentality due to them just sticking to revenge. howbeit, why their femininity could've been demonised is because they could've been studied as people who were too intense, too sexual, had a high libido and were people who put passion into their sexuality. and how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by becoming that one passionate, intense, bold and sexual being, using those traits for their power to manipulate others. as when it comes to the taboo they might interact with, they are people who interact with too much greed, obsession, death and misuse of power, along with their raw passion, they are people who are emotionally deep, sensitive, survival driven and daring, howbeit, they can be people who are paranoid, distrustful, extremist and resentful but how their embody their sexuality is that they are people who portray themselves as all-powerful, dominant, fearless and daring. on one hand, when it comes to their resentment towards rejection, they could've had people resent the fact they have rejected them, or these individuals couldve been rejected to finding out things that should be kept a secret, on the other hand, as it comes to romance these are individuals who want to make the people who rejected them be upset at the fact that they didnt pick them, they want to make others jealous especially towards people who didnt accept their romance, their feelings become intense and they become hyper fixated on searching for someone better for love. lastly, with their sexual manipulation, these natives are people who are alluring, magnetic, appealing and erotic towards their sexual endeavours, mentally causing their endeavours to never say no to any erotic plead.
❦ asteroid lilith in sagittarius - those with this asteroid in sagittarius are people who rebel against the people who could be identified as their teachers and their religious figures. perhaps, rebel against people who try and trap them, as it comes to the difficult choices these masses could make, it could involve with them either following religion/spirituality or going against it, to not follow something that gives these masses rules. on the other hand, there are times where these masses want to follow something. on one hand, what these people could've lost one day was their curious, broad-minded, optimistic and knowledge seeking selves, as it comes to their psychology, these people either want to or dont want to believe in something. their psychology could include them from seeing themselves as someone who is all-knowing and as someone who wants to know about everything. as it comes to their suppressed rage, these people are usually persons that dont let anything get to them as much, but as they realise when someone is trying to provoke them, they become someone who is arrogant, spiteful, obnoxious and impulsive. on the other hand, as it comes to where their femininity is demonised, these people could've been ridiculed for people who were optimistic about their femininity, could've been told they were too abhorrent about it and could've been informed that they were weird for wanting to know about their sexuality or were weird for educating others about their femininity. as it comes to how these individuals reclaim their inner dark goddess, it involves them being someone who is confident, expansive, careless and fun seeking, not caring what others says and teaching others how to embrace themselves. which comes to the taboo they interact with, it involves them involving themselves with religions or spirituality that has sexuality as a huge theme. when it is about the raw passion of these people, they are individuals who are lover of freedoms, idealist, spiritual and philosophical but there are eras when they are outspoken, overly confident, cynical and restless. how they embody their sexuality is being people who are enthusiastic, comical, teasing and promising. as we come to the point of resentment towards rejection, once again, these are people who dont let it get to them too much, but when it comes to romance, there could be a small moment when they become arrogant and obnoxious but that is for at least a day until they're fixated on something else, howbeit, when it comes to these masses of people with their sexual manipulation, they express themselves as people who are playful, joyful, adaptable and versatile.
❦ asteroid lilith in capricorn - those with this asteroid in capricorn are people who rebel against natives that are authority, have authority over them or just have a high status. as it comes to the difficult choices these individuals make it could require them from learning from their lessons or continuously go through the life issues life is going to hit them with. as it comes to what these individuals could've lost once, there's a likely chance they could've lost their conservative, reserved, cool and responsible selves, while we move onto the psychology of these masses of people, they always feel like they have this responsibility and karma on their shoulders making them people who have to continuously look over their shoulders or make sure they aren't doing something wrong. this links to their suppressed rage of how they always have to make themselves seem perfect or having to take the accountability of everything, it pushes them to be people who rebel against the people who give these individuals harsh rules which causes them to be people who are individual in a spiteful way, leading them to be at spite to anyone who attempts to control them. this leads to how their femininity is demonised, as they are people who dont want others to have power over them, they could be considered as people who are too much, divas or even bitches because they just want to declare boundaries. how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by retrieving their independence and environs. with the taboo they interact with, it could involve them looking up to women who are known females who have rebelled against men, for example, joan of arc or even lilith herself. as it comes their raw passion, these masses are people who become status-driven, ambitious, disciplined and methodical, however, they can be people who are pessimistic, dark, insecure and uncertain. how they embody their sexuality is being sophisticated, prepared, perfected and cultivated, they're people who like to be in control when it comes to embodying their sexuality. they have discipline towards it and always want to know what they're doing; while we move onto their resentment towards rejection, these individuals are people who are somewhat used to rejection but when it comes to romance, the same could apply but they have the habit of becoming people who are insecure about expressing themselves in the future, and become worrisome, on the other hand, when it comes to their sexual manipulation, they are people who are mature, and like to sexually manipulate others with tactic, they become people who are dominant and cool, making their sexual endeavours comfortable in their presence.
❦ asteroid lilith in aquarius - those with this asteroid in aquarius are people who rebel against the society and community they're in. going against social norms, when it comes to the difficult choices these kins have to make is the choice to either become persons who lead or follow the crowd, on the other hand, they can be people who withdraw themselves from the crowd, another difficult choice these kins can either choose to continue rebelling for a cause or becoming someone who gets restricted from people who they're going against. as it comes to what they could've lost, these natives could've lost their independence, determined, strong-willed and tolerant selves, we come to the topic of their psychology, these are kins who want to bring a difference so much to the point they can come off as extreme and sometimes lose themselves to that they're just being devil's advocates with no cause. or you could say a rebel with no cause and if it comes to it, they can turn themselves into the villains who have a God-complex. when it comes to their suppressed rage, it could require them being angry towards people who have hurt their friends, community or have come against their aspirations, these are masses who always have a goal and do so much to attain it, they can become people who are easily crossed when it is all for nothing. when it comes to their femininity being demonised, these are individuals who express themselves in a unique way and if they find themselves being demonised because they want to express themselves differently to how others do it, it could make them detached and aloof. howbeit, as it comes to them reclaiming their inner dark goddess, they continue being that "weird", eccentric and authentic kins and reclaim the individuality that has been taken away from them because they were being too different. with the taboo these masses could interact with involve them being around people who are considered "different" in a negative way, perhaps wanting to have a revolution in a way that could be considered as too ultimate and apex. perchance wanting changes that could be as observed as "too much," when it comes to their raw passion, these people can come off as intellectual, logic, a visionary and revolutionary but they can come off as people who are impersonal, paradoxical, unpredictable and lacking empathy. when it comes to embodying their sexuality they present themselves as people who are mischievous, bona fide, unique and quirky. we move to the topic to their resentment towards rejection, having lilith 1181 in aquarius makes someone have a even extreme ego, even though these people can come off as nonchalant, they have a complex that makes them feel outer worldly, this causes them to feel that they are very deserving, specifically when it comes to romantic topics, they were people who expressed their uniqueness and authenticity towards their endeavours just for them to reject them, it hurts their pride. nonetheless, when it comes their sexual manipulation, these people are interested in the art of surprise, they like to bring something new and like to know that they surprised their partners.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in pisces - those with this asteroid in pisces are people who rebelled against people who attempted to make the native feel that they were important in the native's life, like attempt to make themselves seem as if they're their "soulmate", "karmic twin", or even "twin flame", this could sum up to people who were a fake spiritualists, they could've even rebelled against cult-like associations. when it comes to the difficult choices, it could involve them attempting to differentiate between their fantasises and reality, or you could say not wanting to accept the truth because it's different from their idealised perception. when it comes to what they have lost, they could've once lost their emotional, sentimental, compassionate and receptive selves, leading to their psychology, they could be considered as people who are deluded, someone who sees the world in rose-coloured glasses but it could be observed that their psychology is very wise. when it comes to their suppressed rage, it could be studied that many people get surprised when these people finally get angry, out of everyone these natives are people who are going to suppress their rage the most, causing them to build up their emotions and angrily let it out, their motives secretive which amplifies the element of surprise. when it comes to their femininity demonised, people see these kins as people who are always need of saving, them being able to express themselves would be considered as weak, so when they finally embrace themselves and becoming more mystical they become frowned upon, on one hand, how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by becoming someone who is more universally conscious, mysterious, become someone who puts their boundaries and becoming someone who is spiritual. as it comes to the taboo these kins interact with, they could partake in spirituality that could be studied as forbidden, they could take in a lot of substances and could take a liking to art that could be observed as un-ladylike. when it comes to their raw passion, they become people who are diverse, adaptable, transcendent and imaginative, on the other hand, they could become people who are self isolating, have a victim complex, illogical and ungrounded. how these masses embody their sexuality is becoming someone who is dreamy, hard to interpret, expressive and approachable. whereas to their resentment towards rejection, they can become someone who is sensitive, victimising and confused, especially when it comes to romance, they become someone who is moody, easily overwhelmed and elusive when rejected. when it comes to their sexual manipulation, they give off to others a fanciful, dreamy, romantic and outer-worldly affect.
ASTEROID LILITH 1181 IN HOUSES
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the first house - those with this asteroid in the first house are people who are very likely to rebel against people who come across their life path, they could even be seen as people who are rebellious in general. the difficult choices these natives make is choosing the life path they fully want to occupy, or perhaps portraying themselves in a way everyone wants to see them or being themselves. as it comes to what these natives have lost, they could've lost their leadership quality, or sense of self, they could've even lost who they were. they could even be perceived as someone who is lost or just seen as confused. when it comes to their psychology, they are people who are going to be very self-expressive about it, and the way they express their psychology could be seen as taboo. they're people who have suppressed rage against people they see every time, there's a high possibility they're angry at the people who have turned them into the black sheep. with this asteroid in the first house, it makes them people who are automatically demonised. demonised because of their mannerisms, what they want to do for their life, confidence and behaviour; they're people who reclaim their inner dark goddess by doing whatever they want, they can be people who are just a rebel without a cause. they're perceived as people who are just taboo, even if they arent doing anything, howbeit, the taboo they interact with could include how they embrace their bodies, by just being confident and how they be assertive. they are seen as people who have natural raw passion, yet, there is something dark about it, because of their raw passion and how they freely embody their sexuality, it brings them automatic envy, typically from women and they could be preyed by men. or just people in general, as it comes to resentment towards rejection, with them, it could be very obvious, you could tell by how they portray the expression on their face. lastly, what could amplify the envy they receive, it is because of how they could so easily sexually manipulate others, this is a placement that brings automatic attraction, they are mesmerising, magnetic and appealing, with sharp and dark features with an energy that is powerful and could be depicted as "evil" to people who arent used to intimidation or powerful energy. they're seen as erotic by just standing there and this could bring some negative outcomes, like sexual assault and being stalked.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the second house - those with this asteroid in the second house are people who are very likely to rebel against their immediate family. they could've been people who restricted themselves from eating food or even early childhood studies, when it comes to the difficult choices these kins make, it could include the subject of money, sharing or being tight fisted or another difficult choice is learning their self worth, on the other hand, it could follow into what they have lost, their self-worth, their immediate family, money and they could've even lost their voice once. their psychology involves with them revolving around money, could be money greedy, or having this psychology that food is bad for them making them someone who might form an eating disorder (not everyone who has this placement), when it comes to their suppressed rage, it could come from their immediate family, there's a likely chance that someone from their immediate family traumatised them, the suppressed rage could even come from the lack of understanding their self-worth, causing them to become someone who is angry at everything. when it comes to having their femininity demonised, they could've been demonised because of their food intake, how they spend money, what they spend money on, their assets and their business. people with this placement could work as sex-workers. how they reclaim their inner dark goddess, is by being vocal about it, stubborn adamant, finding their self-worth, knowing that they should put themselves above others, on one hand, the taboo they interact with is that people with this placement might've stole from businesses, or from their siblings or parents, the taboo they interact with, well is considered as taboo by outsiders includes of sex toys, moving onto their raw passion, when it comes to speaking you could hear the tough and dark enthusiastic in their tone and speech. the way they handle their raw passion could've been a passed down trait from family members, on the other hand, how they embody their sexuality involves their sensuality, charm and pleasant aura, it could also include of how they say things, when it comes to resentment towards rejection, they will speak on it, as they find their self-worth they arent people who will sit down and take the rejection, as this is a placement that can become possessive over the people they were interested in. as it comes to their sexual manipulation, they use their tone of voice, it could be said that their tone of voice is pleasing, dark or erotic.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the third house - those with this asteroid in the third house are people who were very likely to rebel against their relatives or rebelled in school. they could've been people who bunked school a lot or just didnt like going to school. when it comes to the difficult choices these individuals made is probably choosing to distancing themselves away from their relatives or even choosing to or to not speaking rudely to someone. when it comes to what they have lost, this is an indicator of someone losing a sibling, even being mute and they could've even lost their courage once. as it comes to their psychology, masses with this asteroid in the third house have a psychology of thinking everyone in their every day relationships have it out for them, causing them to be someone who communicates in a harsh way to protect themselves. they could've had trauma because of their relatives, (cousins and siblings), making them the black sheep of their relatives; they could've also had relatives that spoke/behaved rudely to them. as it comes to their suppressed rage it could be aimed towards their relatives, and they want their justice, making them someone who is bitter and very vengeful. their suppressed rage could be heard through the way they communicate with others, sharp tongues people with this placement have. they could have suppressed rage with people they went to school with, this is an indicator of being assaulted in school, even from "friends" from early life and people from their neighbourhood. when it comes to how their femininity was demonised, they could've been demonised because of the way they speak, or because of how they expressed themselves to their everyday relationships; another reason why they could've been demonised is because these are individuals who are vocal about injustice against them and when they speak about it, many people want to humble them. as it comes to how they reclaim their inner dark goddess, these masses become people who finally have courage to not allow anyone to humble them, they become people with a silver-tongue, they gather information and use it against the people who dare and come against them, these are people who can be very manipulative. the taboo these individuals interact with is the things they study, these people were interested in a lot of dark things, things that are considered as taboo, the way they speak about stuff, they couldve been considered weird when they were in school, rumours about them being witches could've speculated when they were in school as well. when it comes to their raw passion, those with this placement act on it by talking, writing and promoting what they're passionate about. how they embody their sexuality, you could consider them people who write about it, they speak on how they embody it or even take pictures of themselves to aid them to embody it more, as for this asteroid communicating leading to their resentment towards rejection, thus being people who were most likely rejected by their relatives, they are most likely people who joke about the rejection they've been through or become people who are very bitter about it. now when it comes to their sexual manipulation, they wield the stereotypical master of speaking, they're excellent at dirty talking, both text and in real life, might even send nudes to people they're with.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the fourth house - those with this asteroid placement in the fourth house are people who rebel against their family, specifically their mother. as it comes to the difficult choices these kins make it could involve with them controlling their emotional core, choosing to stay with their family or even forgiving their family for what they have put them through. with this asteroid being about what we have lost, people with this placement could've even lost their emotional core, their family, their mother or even their home, (could include vehicles and cars or perhaps ancestry). with this asteroid speaking about the psychology of one, these individuals are people who have this psychology against their family, or the type of psychology they have is a family trait, to think in a dark and negative way is an on-going trait in your family perhaps. when it comes to their suppressed rage, these are people who have a suppressed rage against their family and mother, in their family there could've been people who abused their power on them creating that suppressed rage. when it comes to where their femininity is demonised, they could have been people who were ridiculed because they wanted to articulate their emotions until they were repressed from it. they could've been demonised because they wanted emotional security and yearned for a mother figure, so how they reclaim their inner goddess is becoming the "mother" they didnt have. or becoming their own mother, being that person who nurtures themselves and becoming independent. when it comes to the taboo they interact with it could include past family traditions that were seen as demonic, or even creating their own traditions, this is a placement for people who could've came from a lineage of witches or something around the sorts. the taboo they also interact with could involve what they're devoted learning about; like learning secrets that the family tried to hide so hard or learning witchcraft. moving onto their raw passion, having asteroid lilith 1181 here makes the individuals people who are very devoted to their raw passion, very dedicated and passionate about it, as it becomes something they would claim as a comfort. however, when it comes to them embodying sexuality, they could've learned it from the women in their home, even by secret, on one hand, these masses could only be comfortable embodying their sexuality when they're at home or are just private when it comes to it. moving onto their resentment towards rejection, they could've been people who were rejected by their family or even mother making them people who are very hostile to people who they want reject them, platonically and romantically, on the other hand when it comes to romance, they become people who are pungent. however, as it comes their sexual manipulation, many people with this asteroid are people who want to fulfil other people's "mummy kink" becoming nurturing and motherly and also making freud's theology correct once again...
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the fifth house - the people with this placement are most likely ones to rebel against the relationships they're in, they are most likely the type of people to dislike to be held down in relationships. however, they are the type of people to be very erotic, domineering but controlling in relationships. or the way they date goes against "social norms", like being in open relationships, but, the difficult choices that these individuals might have to make in the future is how they want to settle down, or if they want to or dont want to have children and about how they self express themselves to "please" others, people with this placement might've lost their innocence when they were younger, or could've even lost children, lost relationships or even lost their childhood. as it comes to their psychology, these are people who had to grow up too fast, when it comes to younger people their psychology might be too mature, or to all ages their psychology is to just rebel and be angry at everything, leading to their suppressed rage, they were angry against people who ripped away their childhood innocence from them, this could lead them to not wanting to have kids or being very protective over children because of it, as it comes to where their femininity is demonised, they could have been demonised because they spoke about how they dont want children. they could've been demonised because of how they express themselves or what their talents were. could be demonised about how they present themselves on the media they create, it could be considered as erotic. on one hand, how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by being prideful, glamorous and confident in their dark goddess. continue to post yourself the way you already do, continue to write smutty things or date whoever and however you want to date. on the other hand, the taboo they interact with could be studied as the people they date, their entertainment, attitude towards parenting, to those who are parents, the way you parent could be considered as "different," than the others. as it comes to your raw passion, it could involve sports, speculation gains, risk-taking and being very passionate when it comes to gambling. to some, like i continuously mention, you have this raw passion to either want to protect children or to not wanting to have children. moving along to the embodied sexuality, you are someone who articulates themselves to be someone who is tough to catch and many people would see that as appealing, a it is in the fifth house you are automatically perceived as someone astonishing and magnetic, due to how majority of you are seen to be people who always want to be "captured", when you get rejected it takes a tough blow to your ego and pride, for example, one way could be that your creativity was rejected and the other way could be that you wanting to be with someone was rejected. can make you someone who complains a lot after that, as it comes to your sexual manipulation, you are cattish, and like to play games with others, perhaps you trick people that they are going to get you which is simply otherwise.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the sixth house - the people with this placement are very likely to rebel against the "usual" daily routine, or these people could be looked as pretty different. living a very dark life style, people with this placement are most likely to have unusual sicknesses and have very mean or sassy pets. moving onto the difficult choices these individuals might have to make is the moves they will have to do when it comes to battling their enemies, these are people who can enter a very deep hole of hatred or not being their "usual" selves when it comes to fighting people who want their downfall, and to the people who want their downfall are people who are just very, weird and malicious. many people with this placement are very likely to lose their mental state, or just end up being mad, or you could say insane. however, this could indicate that you could lose against your enemies if you dont choose the right choices right, they could've lost their employment, obligations, skills, health or even pets. coming to their psychology, like i've indicated before, this is a placement where many people can become bitter, sour, derailed and impractical. leading to their suppressed rage, they have animosity towards specifically their enemies, these are people who might say that it was the people around them who ruined them, as the sixth house rules daily life, it could be observed that these people live a very lilithian life. moreover, they could be have this suppressed rage to people their competition and even people they work with. as it comes to where their femininity was demonised, they could be people who are demonised every day, for literally doing nothing or just anything; however, as the sixth house manages employment, some people with this placement could be sex-workers and that could be a reason why people think it is okay to demonise them, moving onto how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by being someone who has triumph over their enemies, becoming someone who succeeds in their sex-work, not allowing anyone to stop how you handle your daily life and winning over your competition. adding onto it with the taboo they interact with, it could involve with their sensual daily routine, or very vengeful one, on one hand, as this is the house of daily life, your objective is to just continue to normalise how you behave, unless it is bad for you. on the other hand, to the topic of raw passion, these are people who are very passion when it comes to their daily-work, they're protective of their pets, passionate about over-taking their enemies and passionate about the physical debts taken on, many people who have this placement need to become people who arent just vengeful for the fun of it, these people have to be vengeful for justice. when it comes to their embodied sexuality, having this asteroid here can make you someone who might embody their sexuality pretty easily, it's a skill many people are envious of and could be one of the reasons why you attract enemies like that. as it comes to their resentment towards rejection, they could be like that a lot, or they are people who are used to it once that person sees how they "live like" it might be too much for the people who reject them or it might intimidate them. when it comes their sexual manipulation, these are people who present themselves to be people who are "pure" which could make others want to dominate them, they have this earthy manipulation which makes others very comfortable around them.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the seventh house - the people with this placement are very likely to rebel against to what is seen as social norms. like this asteroid in the fifth house, they are also people who might be interested in being in open relationships or they're people who are very possessive about the people they get into relationships with. when it comes to the difficult choices they make, it could include if they want to get into marriage, if they want to present themselves as a pleasant person or about the negotiations/contracts they get into. leading onto what they lost, they could've been people who lost fame, lost people they're in relationships with, their grandparents and those who've been married, they could've lost marriage relationships as well. as it comes to their psychology, it could reflect to what they have seen, these are people who might be scared to get into relationships, contracts, they could have this hatred to the general public or might've changed their psychology many times. moving along to their suppressed rage, they could have this suppressed rage to the people they've gotten into relationships with, suppressed rage to the general public, suppressed rage to their grandparents or even the people around them. as the seventh house manages open-enemies, these are people who might be surrounded by many people who are against them making the individuals tired of life. as it comes where their femininity is demonised, it could be with how they express themselves to the general public, it could be considered as taboo, (the general public including their friends, family etc), or it could even be about the amount of relationships/marriages they've been in. how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by continuing being people who got into as much as relationships, being someone who expressed themselves however they want and being in as many sexual relationships they want to be in. coming to the taboo they interact with could be about the people they get into relationships with, they could attract people who are rebellious, sexual or hated. moving onto their raw passion, they could be passionate about being different to how the general public want them to be, being passionate about the lawsuits they could get themselves to be in, could be passionate to be in a relationships and their raw passion could be show in all types of relationships they're in. coming into how they embody sexuality, they are people who become pleasant, charming and "giving" making them perceived as people who will always service those who want them. on one hand their resentment towards rejection could be quite calm, or they're people who would want to change themselves, what could be rejected by could be things that involve the law, they could be rejected justice which makes them act in a very lilithian way but as it comes to romance, these people can become very spiteful and envious to whoever they crush gets into a relationship with. their sexual manipulation involves with them being civil, whatever their partner gives them, they will do the same for their partner. they become charming and affectionate and could even manipulate how their partner sexually behaves.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the eighth house - the people with this placement are very likely to rebel against the psychology that might've been pushed onto them, as they are people who really want to transform themselves, whenever they see an opening of becoming a better or more powerful person, they will take it. as it comes to the difficult choices they make it could include them wanting to change themselves physically, sharing secrets or even regenerating themselves. as it comes to what they might've lost it could be studied that these people could've lost their psychology once, their finances, their emotional walls and these are people who could've even lost their in-laws. their psychology is dark and intense, these are people who have the potential to change themselves into a better person or they can become people who are hedonistic, spiteful and vengeful. as it comes to their suppressed rage, these are the masses who can become the angriest out of the bunch, people who would want their justice and people who would stop at nothing until they feel like everything went their way. they could have suppressed rage to people who've abused their power on them, could have suppressed rage to people once they learned of secrets and could have suppressed rage to even life itself. how their femininity could've been demonised could've been because of their sexuality, (even though many people who dont have this placement were), could've been demonised because of personal secrets and could be demonised because of how they gain money, this is another sex-worker placement, (not saying that everyone that has this placement are sex-workers), how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is pushing themselves, transforming themselves to be someone who is above those who demonise them and being someone who understands their emotional walls. as it comes to the taboo they interact with, it could include surgery (cosmetic surgery), how they gain money, the occult they involve themselves with and their sexuality. as it comes their raw passion, their raw passion could be showed on how they want to gain money, how they want to leave a legacy, they have passion in their sudden releases and becoming a more powerful person and becoming passionate about going through their phasing out meaningless ideas era. how they embody their sexuality could be studied as intense, transformative, powerful and mystical, with their resentment towards rejection, they are people who get very resentful, however they use the opportunity to transform themselves, as they have this psychology of them being someone who needs to become better than their current selves. they could've been people who were rejected by their in-laws or were rejected from their emotions, but as it comes to romance, they could be the type of person to wear a mask and not be themselves, if they're underdeveloped. when it comes to their sexual manipulation, they're individuals that can make others obsessed, with their appeal, attraction and magnetic selves, they become someone who is mesmerising that makes those ache for more.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the ninth house - are most likely going to rebel against religion, against the teaching of their father, the government and even the law. the difficult choices these people might have to make could include the paths they have to take in life, like taking and continuing to learn what their father taught them, abiding by the government and not being as mind-free as they want to be or they become people who do whatever they want, express their true feelings, or true spirituality and creating their own paths. what these kins could've lost or already lost may have been their morals, religious wisdom, personal belief system and expansive ideas and wisdom; they could've even lost their in-laws and future spouse once. as it comes to their psychology, people with this placement are very likely to dislike religion, have this animosity towards it to the point it can come extreme, their morals could either be extreme and out-of-the-ordinary, on the other hand, if they're not people who dislike religion, they might be people who are really protective over what they practice. when it comes to their suppressed rage, like i said before, they could have this animosity towards religion, perhaps people who had a high status in religion abused their power in the name of religion, or they dont like the way religion could restrict them, however, they could also be people who have this suppressed rage against the government and the law. where they femininity could be demonised is perhaps when they search for a different thing to practice, as it is a ninth house placement, these people still very likely want to believe in something, but it has to fit with them; so if they follow someone like Lilith, who's femininity, or masculine femininity got demonised, the individuals will get demonised too. if they're around sexist or misogynistic people, they could get demonised due to wanting to express their abstract thoughts. how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by continuing to follow whatever religion and spirituality they want. or just believing in themselves, they upgrade their personal belief system and it can cause them to look at the world in a very black or white way, and they make their morals as them against the world. the taboo these individuals might interact with could involve with the spirituality they follow, or to closed-minded people, the taboo could be them not believing in anything. however, it could include their morals that could be taboo, their philosophy or even the future spouse they interact with. as it comes their raw passion, they are people who are passionate about reclaiming their freedom, being able to travel to anywhere they want, they might even have thoughts of travelling to a women dominant area, they have raw passion about going against the government and have raw passion about going against religion/spirituality. on one hand, how they embody sexuality, they embody it in a free, confident, outgoing and energetic way, they're people who are open-minded in embodying their sexuality in many ways. when it comes to their resentment towards rejection, they could become people who are arrogant but not for too long, but as it is amplified by Lilith, they become more arrogant in a dark and more dangerous way, but, it doesnt need to be dangerous as it can be viewed as annoying. they could've been rejected by the other practices they wanted to take part in or other cultures, but as it comes to being rejected in a romantic way, they are people who can become frank and rude. when it comes to their sexual manipulation. they manipulate sexuality with anticipation, easiness, assurance and firmness.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the tenth house - are most likely going to rebel against the public, authority, the government and their father/dominant parent, they could even rebel against the church. as it comes to the difficult choices they make it could mean that they have to choose between behaving how the public wants them to behave or behaving how they want to behave. choosing the career people want them to choose or choosing a career they want to chose and even the ambition their authority wants them to pick and following their own ambitions. rounded up together, basically being the perfect lab rat the authority want them to be or being their own person. what these people could've lost is their status, career, reputation and even their father. as it comes to their psychology, they're people who were told to become "perfect", so they have that mentality of always impressing those around them, or they have this psychology of becoming someone who is the opposite of what people want to make them to be. as it comes their suppressed rage, these masses could have suppressed rage against the public, their father/dominant parent, people in their work place and authority figures, people might've wanted to abuse their power on them in the name of their status. how their femininity is demonised is the moment they become their true freedom-seeking, rebellious, vengeful and erotic selves, as the public isnt used to seeing that, these people are very likely to get a negative reaction. how their femininity is demonised is when they finally seek out the career and occupation they want, how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by resuming to be power-climbing, raw, passionate and erotic selves. even if it can make them be perceived as a bitch by the public, people with this placement dont allow other's mockery stop them. the taboo they interact with could involve with how they present themselves to the public, the career they pick, as this is another placement for sex-workers or as anything that is seen as "taboo" for working, even drug dealers and the taboo they interact with is how they communicate with authority figures. when it comes to their raw passion, they're passionate about wanting to do what they want to do, going against authority, having a dark status and passionate about breaking free from the grip authority figures have them on. how they embody sexuality can be how they go against "modest" mentality, they show whatever piece of their body they want to show or they could be people who dont show so they could make others wonder how they actually embody sexuality, they're can either be very mature or conservative when it comes to embodying their sexuality or it is very least likely going to happen. with their resentment towards rejection these are people who can take rejection in a very mature and disciplined way, or they could become people who are publicly very spiteful, how they feel would be very obvious to the people around them. how they sexually manipulate, is very visual, but they can be restrict others from what they could see causing the audience to want to see more of them; on the other hand, it could also be that they like to sexually manipulate publicly, they become dominant, ambitious and practical when sexually manipulating others.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the eleventh house - are most likely going to rebel against the government, social norms or even against their friends. the difficult choices they could've had to make was dropping friends that weren't good for them, having to accept what the community is doing to them even if it means that they're going against their human rights or not obeying what the community wants them to do, it could also include them dropping future goals or them going with it. what they might've lost could have been their friends, goals, community and humanitarianism. their psychology could include them wanting to be "too" different, or them becoming people who are too extreme to the point that they're a rebel without a cause. or they could have this psychology of wanting to fix things too much. the suppressed rage could be aimed towards their friends, their community, the internet and even crowds, perhaps these people were rid of their innocence quickly because of what they came upon on the internet, or they're vengeful to what people have done to their friends or what their friends done to them. people with this placement can become very antagonistic if something doesnt go their way, or in a context when they were promised something by higher ups and werent given anything or were given worse. how their femininity is demonised is by how they wanted a revelation, as many women are perceived as silly when they want to have a change, there's a chance they're demonised when they're perceived as a friend, people could observe these people as terrible friends or they could be demonised because of their aspirations. how they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by being someone who goes forward with their aspirations, goals and even revelations. pushing the toxic people that surround them out of their lives and becoming someone who is true to themselves in real life and online. the taboo they interact with could include the people they surround themselves with, or how they behave online, they goals they want to pursue or how they get their source of income through society work. it could be seen as "too much". when it comes to their raw passion, it is heightened with this placement, they have a raw passion with wanting a difference, or wanting to be studied as someone different, they have a raw passion for their friends and even have a raw passion towards humanity. how they embody their sexuality is be being someone who is authentic, original, eccentric and a visionary, they embody their sexuality in a way they know someone wouldnt have thought before them. or the way they embody their sexuality is not in a way that has been done too much. with their resentment towards rejection, as we know these people could have a God-complex, it can take a huge blow to their ego, they could've been rejected by a crowd or seen as too "weird", but in a way it could compliment them because they comprehend that they're not following social normality, and in a romantic wise, they could've been rejected because they were seen as someone who couldnt be tamed enough to be in a romantic situation. when it comes to their sexual manipulation they come up with original and authentic ideas, they're people who are free when it comes to embracing their body, revealing parts people think is un-modest to show, they sink in happiness making them very appealing to others.
❦ asteroid lilith 1181 in the twelfth house - are most likely going to rebel against spirituality, even sleeping, peace or even keeping secrets from someone, having the subconscious to tell others if they feel that it's right, or they do it just to be bitter. the difficult choices they make could involve with them from restricting themselves from taking drugs, growing from addictions, not isolating themselves or even going to find their hidden-enemies (their hidden-enemies are very likely to be spiteful, wrong, rude and bitter women). what they could've lost once was their identity, personality, physical energy and compassion. when it comes to their psychology, these are people who can become very depressed or people who are very antagonistic, vengeful, inimical and vindictive. they could be people who victimise themselves a lot, can become damsel distress in a way that it could be perceived as sad to watch. with their suppressed rage, they have it towards hidden enemies they pronounce that has made their lives worse, people they've come to contact with in hospitals, even in prison and they could have this suppressed rage towards people who have wronged them and caused them to be depressed. where their femininity is demonised is because they were someone who was too compassionate, someone who had so much grief, sorrow and perhaps because they wanted to take liberty and escape the place that has been doing them wrong. where they reclaim their inner dark goddess is by being someone who could turn to spirituality, by becoming someone who doesnt lose who they are, becoming someone who fights against the people who want their down fall it could even be spiritually and becoming someone who seeks out for mystery and the unseen. the taboo they interact with could be drugs, the spirituality they practice, what they're addicted to and even by being someone who partakes in magic. with their raw passion they can have it for what they practice, helping out with public for people who need it, triumphing their hidden enemies and could have raw passion of wanting to escape and be free, travel to wherever they want to go. how they embody their sexuality is being of compassionate, sensual, mystical and mysterious that makes people curious about how they embrace and express themselves. with their resentment towards rejection they could've been people who was rejected by being helped mentally and it could've caused them to return to that low-feeling, depressive and lost person but when it comes to being rejected romantically they could become someone who becomes very sensitive to their surroundings and might over-think too much on why they got rejected. how they sexually manipulate is by being outer-worldly, bringing their endeavours into a spiritual, mystical, dreamy and imaginative experience they wouldnt get anywhere else.
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