#11:05pm

[ajyal-azez]

أحمد الله دومًا بأنني شخصٌ أحملُ الأُنس بِداخل قلبي، فلا أبحثُ عنه بما هو حوليّ لأنني أعلم يقينًا بأن هذا الأُنسَ المغروس بداخلي سيجعلنيّ أكثر اكتفاءً، بل أكثر نجاةً وأكثر تصالحًا مع نفسي.

[ajyal-azez]

[myceliumsunshine]

i feel like such a little weirdo staying up all night to read fanfiction and write posts for when i forget

[dimlightprincess]

Hahahahahha i think he's not interested. Hahahaha good for me naman hehe.

[enbies-and-felonies]

goodnight my dears, gentle reminder that i am proud of you, no matter what you did or did not accomplish today, or what you wanted to get done <3

[kittycataes]

I just realized sth genius- my gf loves morning sex and i love nighttime sex. And now that she works the graveyard shift we can have sex at night while still having it feel like morning sex for her 😌💘💘💘

[periodic-euphoria]

Secret

I’ve got a secret

I’ve been holding onto it for years

Clutching it to my chest, forcing it to stay within my grasp

It’s been so long my hands are numb

My nails dig deep into my palms, to the point where tiny streams of blood trickle out

The secret tries to repel itself from me every passing second

We are like two opposing magnets trying to get as far away from each other as possible

But I hold on to the secret like my life depends on it

Because it does

At first it was easy

I held the secret in my palm like a tiny ornament

I would look at it in wonder and roll it from one hand to the other

But slowly it got heavier

And heavier

And it began to try and escape my grasp

Little pulls and nudges

To the point where it took every muscle in my body to keep it concealed in my hands

Eventually, it began to make noise

I would talk to someone and it would yell

“Here I am! Notice me! Ask about me!”

Most people are polite and pretend they don’t notice

They pretend they can’t see my hands turning blue

But the people closest to me, they can tell

I see it in their sideways glances and concerned frowns

They want to know my secret

But I can never tell them

If I let it go, nothing will ever be the same

And everyone who thinks they love me

Will abandon me, and despise me

So I clutch onto my secret

No matter how much it pulls and fights and yells

I hold onto it

One day, instead of trying to escape my hands, it will begin tunnelling through my chest

An alternate escape

I would rather it claw through my body

Tear through my skin, crawl through my heart

And rip me apart

Than ruin this mirage of a life I live in

If I can just hold on

A little longer

[experincingtheworld]

Going to try and get some sleep. Night luvs.