#11daysdown

[codeineandtramadol]

I had an incident the other week where I had my usual wine but I inhaled it and it hit me like a freight train. I don’t remember it but in the morning I woke up to my mum crying on the phone to a family member.

I had said some truly horrible things. I’d hurt people.

I’m violent and horrid when I drink too much and I’m stressed, I take it out on the people closest to me. It’s a vicious cycle of drinking to reduce stress but it only increasing my stress and making me more paranoid and angry.