12.27.12 -- Friends
it's one of my besties' (from high school) wedding. three of us (from the same circle of friends from hs) went to the mall to get her gifts. we decided on a single bed and some sheets. i don't know why a single bed when she's getting hitched. and then, while the saleslady went away to wrap it, the friend who was gonna get married suddenly came! so we had to think of a way to hide our gift. luckily, when the saleslady came out, it was already wrapped. we went out of that department to pay but the cashier told us to go back inside, we can pay in the cashier there. but we don't know how to go back where we came from. so we walked and walked. i was holding a glass and a water pitcher (both made from thick glass), and i don't know why. it belongs to one of the girls with me that day. while walking, a group of guys passed by. a guy recognized me and waved at me. i can't contain my excitement so i ran. the glass and the pitcher were giving me a hard time to walk properly, they're like shackles on my feet. so the wind broke, or chipped the pitcher. i don't care anymore, i had to go to the guy. they were friends from my previous work. but that guy who waved at me was really close to me. so we said hi, asked how was each other. and then i introduced the other group of friends to the other group of friends. and they went, so we also ventured to our journey of returning inside the mall to pay. the friend who owns the glass and pitcher bickering at me when she saw it chipped. i never knew what happened next because it shifted to another dream. next sequence. i'm in the school. i was sitting in a bench near the exit/entrance gate with a guy friend/classmate from college. he stood up, explaining that he had to be somewhere but he'll come back fast. but then i got bored after only minutes, so i walked to the gym. while walking, it became clear to the sleeping/dreaming me that he's my boyfriend, which i can't comprehend because i never really thought of him romantically in real life, will never even consider. there's something going on inside the gym, like a mass or something. but i didn't go inside, i just peeked. then i walked away. the same time the program inside the gym ended and people swarmed outside. that delayed me. i felt the shackles on my feet again so i can't walk properly. people held me back to talk to me but i really can't remember anymore what they said. when i'm finally free, i tried to go back to the bench to get my things and go home. i was mad with the boyfriend for leaving me alone and making me wait. just when i was going out the gate, he came, asking why i was leaving without him. i said he was taking his time and i can't wait anymore. he said that he explained that it was important, that it was for his therapy, for what, i don't know. he showed me a paper for an exam of something and started to explain. we went out and went home. next sequence. i'm in my new work accommodation. i was asking when's the curfew and then volunteered to patrol/guard at night to catch people breaking curfew. i was sitting outside, i think i was also eating ice cream. it ended like that. hey, i know almost everyone who played major characters in my dream last night. and hey, i think i remember most of it, which was rare unless i have a pen and notebook under my pillows. i kept on dreaming about work when i don't have one. it's making me anxious.