#12.26.12

[allaboutqueenyonce]

#MJ❤

[allaboutqueenyonce]

[honeysuckleair]

I would close my eyes and imagine what my life would be like without secrets What if my sentences told whole-truths,  What if I knew how to ask for what I really wanted, What if I could say my name and really believe it?

[mamimiisan]

I kinda miss it when you’d tell me silly stories about your life now I’m one of those silly stories but I still miss you a lil.

[abbystransitions]

Holiday Hangover - Dec 26 2012

Holiday Hangover I need a vacation to recover from my short vacation dang it…

  It’s the day after Christmas, and all through the house, all littered about are the remnants of spoiled children, and semi drunk adults…

In other words… It sounds like a good time. Right?

And you would be right. But how some people will still be trying to get over their holiday drinking binge or their ritual of over stuffing themselves, I just see a mess that I have to clean up and after not really getting a chance to rest.

So you can imagine me looking at the living room and seeing all the wrapping, opened presents, huge pile of dishes, disheveled floors, clutter covered table tops, and so on; you can see my face turn white faint. All I am thinking is I JUST FREAKING CLEANED! (What’s worse is the fact that we didn’t have the massive three family Christmas family thing at our house, but somehow it just exploded all over my house. -Left eye twitches-

I must say, (and yes this is a young daughter eating her words) I never gave my mother enough credit. Constantly cleaning up after everything that a family or friends messes up is almost like a third job. And just trust me, multiple jobs at the same time (yes very similar to multi-tasking) is extremely hard. Also something you generally don’t want to visit, let alone revisit. It takes patience.

Patience is one of Humanities attributes that are in very short supply (at lease most humans that I know). I know I have no patience. So thus this is proving to be a challenge.

I just have to think before I speak, and learn that being patient is the better course of action, rather than yelling at someone for having a good time.

Well that is it for now,

Until the next entry!

~Abby~

[diary-of-meeeeeee]

12.26.12

welp.

i fell asleep at like 5 yesterday.

sooo

let's pretend it's wednesday

wednesday

it was snowing and raining all day today

and i didn't have any sleep at all...

so im really tired...

(that's why i fell asleep at 5 pm yesterday and woke up just now)

im still a little woozy from too much sleep so let's make this one quick..

question time

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

well i mean if you don't love them back, why are you still together with him?

i would never be with someone that i do not love... that would be cruel.

telling someone that you love them should never be a hard thing to say...

that is if you find the right person.

so i would never say without finding the right person first.

i don't even know..

this is too serious of a question at this time of the day.

imma go sleep some more..

forever sighing,

z.z

[fitismythin]

Case of the wanderlust.

Just got back from my vacation from Orlando, FL and now I'm dying to be anywhere else besides home. I wanna get out and just GO. Get an old pick up truck, the old kind that can still play old mixed tapes but has the option of a CD player as well, and just drive with the windows down and the radio blasting. Just the open road and I on a new adventure. I'm just dying to discover who I really am. I have an idea, but my restless heart is screaming to get out and explore more of the world and myself. Breath in the wild air and see what is unknown to these eyes of mine. I have quite the list of places to visit and I'm hoping to make them a reality, rather than a 'If only'. I'm young god damn it and this is the time to do it. I should be more focused on school and really start thinking about starting my career, but at 21 I feel like I have time to do both. 

In other notes ever since I have been on vacation with the family, my eating habits have taken a sharp nose dive into the 'holy shit I've probably gained 15lbs since I've been here' pool. My family does not take care of their bodies; no exercise, no type of healthy diet, and no sense of portion control. Maybe that's why it's hard to break out of the habit, because that's how I was raised but ever since I was 18, moved out and went to college I have lost the 25lbs of that unwanted fat I wanted. Now it seems like I've forgotten how I did that, just by being home. I just can't wait to get home and eating the things I usually do, I feel so frumpy.  BONUS NEWS: Just literally got off the phone & you are looking at a new hire at Choice health and fitness center. WOOOT - free Gym membership and Classes. :) Anyways. That was my little rant sesh today. I just felt like writing it down.  

[purenumbers]

12/26/12

1 * |(2 * 2) - 6| = 1 * 2

Also:

1 - 2 - 2 + 6 = 1 + 2