#12.27.17

[whats-in-tyzias-mug]

what’s in her mug?

Respect women juice

[alltheselights]

it's obviously not concrete evidence, but apparently Harry travelled to LA yesterday (27th).... Hope he's not there to stunt on NYE tbh :( Also, lol at the uncle's message hahaha twitter*com/chlooesinger/status/946143922476154881

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[edo-vivendum]

12.27.17

so my brother just got back from hippy boarding school, and he is triggering af. he talks about calories and food and compares foods and comments on why he is unwilling to eat foods that I'm eating bcos they aren't healthy or they have x calories and hes been compulsively doing like squat jumps every so often like, it's not a work out it's just every so often he just gets up and does some squat jumps and then comes back and it's so fucking triggering like it just makes me feel inadequate about everything healthy that I do. like ughhhh.

i sent a similar version of that paragraph to my bf and he responded

"I'm not going to lie to you. It seems like he's just living an active lifestyle. Sure the random squats is annoying but he's just being conscious of his diet and activity. If it's bothering you you need to ask him not to do it in front of you instead of getting mad internally and not saying anything and expecting him to detect that you're being triggered."

to which I spammed him with a lot of stuff.

Idk I just wanted to be comforted.

[math-with-molly]

The lighting here at our beach house is soooo good!! In other news, my positivities spread for the last few weeks is all full... time to design a new one!

[missinvisibleandco]

"Country Christmas Art"

These Christmas sculptures of straw bales and spray paint are sitting in a field on my way to (and from) work and keep catching my eye. Today, I just wanted to photograph them to show that we may be country, but we can still get creative with what we have on hand😊(12.27.17)

[zeeeeee-sh]

12.17.17

● i got approved for my second major - education! and a few classes overlapped so it’s even shorter to complete. ALHUMDULLILAH i’m so excited for my education classes. 

● i have enough credits now to be considered a senior!!! it’s not a big deal but I like seeing “senior” in my profile ahaha

● is it just me or is everyone getting married/engaged/nikkah’ed this winter break??? 

● my colourpop package is arriving tomorrow woohooooooooooooo

● i have not worn any foundation/concealer for 3 weeks and I am seeing a difference in my skin....i think i am going to stop it all together. 

● need movie recommendations! preferably indian and pakistani movies. i’ve seen most of them but if you know any good less popular/known ones please share! thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu.

[raicheu]

Anon confession: I think the guy I like, likes my friend. And idk bc she has said before that she doesn't think he is attractive but he does small things like walk next to her every time we are walking anywhere and he plays with her hair and when she feels down he's always trying to make her feel better. and like he's not usually the kind of guy to be emotional or try to get someone to smile. He's joked about liking her too. I don't know what to do.

This sound like a difficult situation. Because these are observations and you are not 100% sure it is true, I think right now the best thing to do is have faith in your friend's statement about not liking him. Regarding the guy you like, you don't know whether he likes her or not so it's best to keep things as objective as possible so that you don't get hurt in the process. If you ever want to talk more about this, I'm always down to hear more about your feelings and thoughts...anon or not. This is a hard situation and you must be feeling really nervous and sad right now. Just remember that there are a lot of possibilities to the things we don't know, so for now let's try to look at the positive possibilities:-)

[edo-vivendum]

update: rn I hate myself

reality is it'll pass, but regardless Im full of shame and anxiety rn.

my bf is at the gym, and I've just been spamming him, and it's a mess. and I wish I didn't do that.