#1203am

[theamericanbandwhore]

I’m terrified. I love you more than you could ever know and I don’t want to lose you. I’m not going to give up on us. But you broke my trust. Now I’m paranoid. Worst of all I feel like I’m rewarding you because of just how hard I’ve been working to improve our relationship m. Obviously it can’t continue without the work but the timing is so shitty and it’s making me feel so shitty. Like I’m begging you not to leave me for something you did. It’s so confusing and scary.

[believ3-blog1]

cheer up self , you deserve everything good in life

sara

[ellojp]

10/20/15

Overthinking gets the best of me.

I dont forget about things so easily. And if someone tells me to “forget it and move on”, its easier said than done. If it was so easy to forget about it, i wouldve already let go of what happened.

I dont want to cry anymore either😕