#12midnightthoughts

[takeresponsibilityofyourlife]

Blocked

He blocked you. You may be thinking that he loves you that much that He can't stand seeing you online not talking to you. You have to remember that the reason may be because you're not useful to him anymore. You're useless to him, okay? But don't be too hard on yourself. You're completely fine without him. Know your priorities and focus on your goals. You don't need a man in your life. You're a strong, independent woman. You just need to seek God first and everything will perfectly place to where it should be.

[caxuupener-blog]

I wanted you to fight for me.

[winter-daffodils]

Dear 23 year old self,

I’m crying again. I’m turning 18 in a few days and yet, I still feel like a vulnerable 5-year old who has no one to turn to. It’s 15 minutes to 12 midnight and I’m nothing but a crying mess. I’m lying in bed thinking of the many times I failed. I promised myself that once I turn 18 I’ll stop pitying myself, but how could I? All my efforts to prove myself that I can do something amazing, that I’m not a failure was wasted. I’m writing to you in hopes that once you read this, you’ll wonder why I even cried. I hope that things would get better by then. I still do hope I could see my worth someday because it’s so tiring to cry in the wee hours of the night not knowing what to do to help myself, it’s so hard to wait for answers that are never going to come, I’m so tired of waking up in the morning with swollen eyes. 

[mrvincible]

I am one whole. You are one half

I am one whole. You are one half. I don’t need anybody or somebody to make me feel complete because I am one whole. Whole. Complete. Finished. Yet you are one half. Half. Partial. Incomplete. Unfinished. If only I could give you my other half just to make you whole. But in the process I have to breakdown myself to make you whole. It has to be you, who will have to completely fill up the missing half. That involves patching things up with the one who took the half for himself/herself. Of course I can’t be your other half; YET. That’s because together we are one and a half. But once you become one whole, just like me, together we can be two. And with two, we can be each other’s other half and we don’t need each other nor any other to make us feel complete. with two, we are equal unlike one which is odd. 

I’ll wait till you become whole. I don’t care how. I’ll even accept if it’s staggered, whether you go from one half to three fourths to one whole, I don’t care. As long as you are going to become whole. It’s all gonna be worth it. I promise.You’ll see.

[mrvincible]

We’re both sun and moon, earth and sky, black and white, red and blue, zero (0) and (1), up and down, left and right, north pole and south pole. We may both be different in a whole lot of ways, but at least we always have something in between, such as eclipses, the atmosphere, the color gray, color purple, zero-point-five (0.5), the center and the equator. Thats enough for me knowing that we have these simple things that we can be, such places we can meet, what we can be when combined, and what we can do when we become one :)