#13.10.2024

[hosgeldinhuzun]

[puregrief]

"These chains never leave me, I keep dragging them around."

[prosy-days]

October 13, 2024 - Day 116

I'm obsessed with how the color transitions are going, but I'm also concerned about finishing this on the timeline I was hoping, especially since it's going to be much larger than I was anticipating.

[septentrrional]

Giurgiu port, Romania, 13th October 2024

[bravery-intertwined-logbook]

DEV LOG 13.10.2024

Took the day off

[bekindtoyou4007]

Challenging day emotionally, very nervous about fight to come with bio sister, ended up hashing it out, she was being avoidant at first but I didn't give way. Had a horrible conversation in which she was very manipulative and unpleasant, and I could see that's what was happening. Unfortunately she started to cry and that always makes me come to her defence and she coerced something out of me then but I realised afterwards this is her pattern and has been for some time. And honestly I have had enough. She's being a passive aggressive nightmare and trying to whinge and insinuate guarantees out of me to do stuff while saying she will honour the boundaries. But she asks an awful lot of questions about the limits of those boundaries and what needs to be done... Honestly I am so disgusted because I know I've been vulnerable lately and she was told by me this morning that I am in a bad place and literally hours later she's trying to wheedle me past my limits. That's the sort of deliberate malicious behaviour that I thought she was well past, the last problem I identified was in her early 20s when she was under stress so I eventually gave her a by ball for that. But she's approaching 30 years old and at her big age is doing this stuff... Truly unacceptable and I can't believe I was ever going to spend time with that fucking snake. She's her mother's daughter through and through.

[bangjiazheng]

Jsem unavený, Miluju češtinu!!!!😽😽, spím při poslechu češtiny, šťastný!!!!!!😺😺 13.10.2024

Jsem unavený, Miluju češtinu!!!!😽😽, spím při poslechu češtiny, šťastný!!!!!!😺😺 13.10.2024

[mrsflanus]