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4/10/17

Unless I’m out there in the world traveling, I don’t feel complete. I don’t feel like my real self back here at home. I’m surrounded by people and I feel alone. I’m not progressing here. I feel stuck. and empty. And I walk around all day, following routinely motions throughout the day that make me feel lifeless. I don’t know what i’m missing but i’m afraid. Because if i’m right, then what i’m missing and attempting to find isn’t somewhere halfway around the world. You’re right there. You’re here in this world with me. I’m missing you and I feel incomplete without you. I feel not like myself. I’m going through these motions of the day, wishing you were here with me. With me, supporting me. and me doing the same for you vice versa. I can’t get you out of my mind ever. I try to distract myself and I can’t. And what’s killing me is the thought of someone loving you better than I can. The thought of you falling deeply in love with someone else because I don’t know what I’d do without you. I can’t see myself loving someone else as deeply as I for you. I can’t live without you. We’re meant to be. Even if it’s not meant to be right now. No amount of miles away from each other can make me stop loving you. I miss you so much and it kills me everyday. Please don’t fall in love with someone else.

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Call me blunt. Ha! I'm just being real and you can't handle the truth. Xo nss

#02252016 #140am

Mind boggling

This post will be everything about you, what i feel and my thoughts at the moment.

I'm scared, Scared that I'll wake up one day and everything is just a dream. (Though i doubt that) I trust you. I don't know why, but I started trusting you with these effin' feelings. feelings that I can't accept because it will make us more complicated. I'm afraid you'll be gone, I'll be happy and thankful because you made me feel so special and loved. If ever I'll get hurt, It was my choice, my fault. I admit I'm trying to loosen up my trust issues with you. I wanna be happy again, I want to trust someone completely again. Although, I knew you were so broken, I don't even know why I stayed and we were so close now. Maybe God has reasons. God wants me to help you. God wants you to change because all He ever wanted for you is to take off the pain and live your life with Him. Maybe, everything is okay at this moment... everything is fine between us and I'm happy. Sometimes, I don't want these events to end. I wanna be with you.

But I need to remind myself that nothing is permanent in this world, change is inevitable and people come and go.

I'm happy you're here. I'm happy God made me enter your life. Maybe He has reasons. Like we always say.. God's choice if we will be together someday.

Soooo. Goodnight.

I don't want to see you in pain again.

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