#15.4.19

[devonjwerkheiser]

devonwerkharder “Missing the most perfect being in the world while I’m out of town.”

[devonjwerkheiser]

[devonjwerkheiser]

[godsnameisjoy]

Staying Calm

Date : 15 April 2019

Duration : 30 minutes at bedtime.

Depth :

While writing this diary yesterday, I had decided to increase the duration of my sessions. There are finite number of travel minutes that I take while moving from the conscious to the deep ends of my subconscious. The routine and its duration is pretty much fixed. I realised yesterday that that duration is just about 25 minutes.

25 minutes is where I have set my first reminder bell on Insight Timer. About an hour before I sat to meditate, I considered deleting the reminder at 25 minutes. I couldn’t. I came close to clicking the delete button but I couldn’t. I didn’t have the courage to upset the apple cart even though i have two more bells set at 35 & 45 minutes.

I have conducted all sorts of experiments with the timing and duration of meditation over the years. Some of these experiments resulted in no shows. That’s not nice at all. To make an appointment to meet God Almighty and then not showing up.

All I did last night was to persist in the deep subconscious as long as I could, even after the 25 minutes bell rang. I ended up adding 5 calm minutes. Also, I may have added some muscle power to my staying abilities. I continue to lose ground in the deep subconscious terrain of my mind. With better staying power in the deep subconscious, I have a chance to experience the bed of the subconscious again. Cool.

[buendischerwaldgang]

Christus vincit.

[lichterglanz]

Missraten

Manchmal

Ist

Sonne

Sommer

Reicht

Aus

Tagelang

Einmal

Noch

[ichbinnurneugierig]

missglück

ich missdeute

du missmutest

er und sie es missverstehen

wir missraten

ihr misslingt

sie missgeschehen

[caeliriva]

wir sind uns zugefallen

wie zwei Türen

.

wir sind einander

gründlich missglückt

.

das Gegenteil von Schicksal

ist Ungeschick

.