#19jan2014

[charliesu28]

#19jan2014
Rubber Duck:>


[shantiram]

The Last Drinking Song

  Not crusty bread nor hearty cheese

Just a smile clear as the morning breeze

With a lilting whistle and a step like spring

When I near my end this is all I’ll bring

*

With a fond farewell to my many days

All the songs I’ve sung, all the parted ways

All the lips I’ve kissed, all the hands I’ve shaken

When I reach my end, this is all I’m taking

*

From the puzzles I’ve puzzled, to the riddles I’ve spun

Every promise I’ve broken, every heart I’ve won

Every lingering doubt will be laid to rest

When my end has come and I breathe my last

 *

With glasses raised I'll bid all adieu

My friends aplenty and enemies few

A lived-up life in a world I've owned

Will be mine to take when at last I've gone.

[fleurfaneex-blog]

01/19/14 3:30PM

This feeling isn't funny anymore. I'm not sure if you're aware, but this whole thing is crappy. I'm not sure who you are or where you've gone or if you'll even come back. I feel empty again. Is it me? Am I expecting too much? Are you just tired of me? Nothing feels real. Not like it did just last week. We don't feel real. Am I losing you? I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to talk to you. For one, you barely say anything to me now. And if you do, it's to criticise. Honestly, I don't even want to be around you. Not if this is going to continue. I don't feel wanted. Or welcomed. Or that you even like me anymore. I don't know. You probably don't even realise, that's the funny thing. If I were to confront you about all this, you would have no clue. You would have no clue of the way you're actually treating me or that the things you say, or don't say, do affect me. If you're done with me, fine. I just need to know so I don't have to sit around at your feet waiting to be acknowledged. I feel like a fucking neglected puppy. It's pathetic. I'm going to stay clear from you for a bit. See what happens. Because at this point, I don't know how much longer I can take it.

[astrology]

#astrology #19Jan2014 #suncapricorn #moonvirgo