I know I need to shower, it’s been well over a week. But how can I leave the comfort of my bed and hoodie, to stand naked and freezing. And I know that I can’t take much of anything today, so when I’m in the shower and I look down at my body, I know I’ll want to crumble, I know I’ll want to escape, because it’s so so hard to take care of a body that you hate.









