ok so i know everyone says they miss one direction but i really miss one direction like i'm happy for them and i enjoy seeing them succeed on their own but..... i loved them more together. now that I don't give a shit about anything and never get excited about anything, i realize that what i miss the most is being that passionate about something. I am still passionate about things like art, animal rights, lgbt rights, the people i love etc BUT when am i ever going to scream and/or cry in excitement at any of those things. I came across a FAT ASS folder stuffed with one direction stuff, magazines, drawings, notes, stories, little posters and pictures ok and that doesn't include the posts and edits and shit online i also worked hard on. I can't believe I was that passionate about something and i just miss that feeling so much and i miss being able to talk to any one of the millions of one direction fans and instantly having a new friend, i miss being apart of that. even though i was made fun of like crazy by people at school and family, nothing could change the way i felt and it was so strong that i thought nothing could destroy it but here we are I'm sad that is all for this morning good bye


















