ranting time (probably won't make sense)
do you ever compare fetus Louis to current Louis and be like “wow he definitely smiled a lot more back then” or “wow he barely had any tattoos” or “wait he didn’t smoke back then?” ? well I was and I was just thinking that maybe Louis gets tattoos for the pain to distract him from reality. Not just larry being closeted, his lifestyle. The tattoos could also be his only way of expressing himself, we don’t know. It’s just that with his recent posts all I can think about is how it seems he misses being free. Free of huge consequences, free of drama, free of restrictions.
People smoke to “escape reality” or “to be on a more spiritual level”, is that why zayn and Louis smoke. And possibly why Liam started smoking in the past years ? They need a outlet from all this bs, right?
They all used to be so happy and independent, now they’re all tied down not just by the management but by the attention of the world. Maybe that’s why they don’t smile as often; they don’t see a reason to smile. Maybe that’s what zayn meant by not feeling as if he was cut out for 1D. They have so many young fans that they’re held accountable for simply because the children idolize them. We hold them to standards so unrealistically high they’re constantly pressured. That may be why people like Miley Cyrus and Justin Bieber have said that they’re not responsible for their fans, they’re are not their parents.
That could also be why Niall loves traveling and avoids drama during interviews. He’s sick and tired of it. That’s why they’re on break, they need a break from all this drama.
I don’t even remember why I started writing this, all I know is that we need to stop pressuring them to do things. I understand that someone y'all want Louis to follow Harry or for your ship to come out or even for the baby gate to end, but it’s not our choice. We are in no way qualified to tell them how to live their lives or ridicule then for doing so their own way. Basically what I’m trying to say I can’t really be put into words, since I keep going in circles. But can we please all just calm down, everything will play out the way it’s supposed whether it’s in our favor or not.














