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one direction preference - hate/ love part 2

HARRY: you went to the living room after standing in the hallway for a few minutes, and saw taylor and harry sitting next to eachother, laughing and holding hands. you sat down next to louis and he held your hand. he saw that you were upset. you looked at taylor and no matter how much you tried you couldn’t find one single flaw. no wonder harry was together with her. you looked around the room and saw everybody laughing and smiling. zayn was with perrie, liam with danielle, lou with el, niall with his new girlfriend who he loved very much. she was a fan at the beginning so she loved him very much as well. but worst of all: harry and taylor. you always told yourself to not let jealousy get to you, but you couldn’t help it. you looked at harry again and saw him looking back at you. but you didn’t know. you didn’t know what those eyes were telling you. you didn’t know if they were telling you that they loved you or that they hated you. the only thing you knew was that harry looked amazing with a girl like taylor. it doesn’t have to be taylor it could be someone else, but not you. for the first time you saw how wrong you were for him, how wrong you were for eachother. you stood up quickly and left the crowded house full of love, cause you knew that you did not fit in. you drove home and once you got inside you started to cry, like you never did before, because you knew that it was the last time. suddenly there was a knock on the door. you thought it was lou but it wasn’t harry stood infront of you with a little smile ” hello sweetheart” he said without any teasing in his voice when he saw your tears. thats what you loved about him. he knew when things were serious. he knew that this was probably a goodbye.” why are you here” you said with a low tone. ” i wanted to check on you” ” harry why arent you with taylor ” ” i just wanted you to kn- ” WHY ARENT YOU WITH TAYLOR” you screamed with tears in your eyes. ” shes everything you ever wanted. pretty, nice, humble a SWEETHEART towards everyone. someone who likes to party, someone who knows how to have fun. someone who can please you, hold you, love you like never before, someone whos less fucked up.. WHY ARENT YOU WITH TAYLOR HARRY?” you screamed and thru your tears you could see him crying to. ” you knew that this was goodbye, you came here to say it properly. yes you were right. i fell for a self- centered bastard, go ahead laugh at me. but you know that this is goodbye. ” no (Y/N) i’ll chan- “you cut him off again. ” harry it has to be a goodbye” you whispered an put your hands on his ceeks. ” tell the boys i felt sick thats why i left. and please harry, dont come back..” he noded and i let go of his face. he slowly walked to the door with tiny steps and when he was next to the door and about to turn around but you told him not to. you heard him sob, then he opened the door and left. cause he knew that it has to be, he knew that it was wrong. he knew.

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one direction preference - hate/love

NIALL: you remembered when you and niall used to be bestfriends. you told eachother everything. from your problems to your shoes. ” i bought a new pair of converse” you remembered him say. he thought they were cool because they were red. haha what an idiot he was you thought to yourself and started to laugh. you dont know what happened between the two of you, he just started to hate you out of nowhere. you had been trying to talk to him but he wouldn’t listen and just walked away. and one day you decided to hate him as well. well you didn’t hate him but you pretended to hate him. you were home just finished cooking for the boys and waited for them to come. they told you they would bring niall with them. or more correctly force him to come. you argued at first, but agreed when zayn and harry did the puppy eyes. or they tried… liam was the one to accomplish. you wanted to tease niall, so you put on your most skimpy skirt and a long sleeve, tight shirt who showed alot of cleavage. you were done fixing your hair and make-up when you heard the doorbell. you went to open the door and saw 4/5 boys smiling at you. ” well helloooo hottie ” louis said making you giggle while you hugged him. you hugged the rest and when it was niall’s turn you didn’t turn away. instead you hugged him tight. so tight that your boobs where pressing agains his chest and he moaned quietly in my ear. ” i hate you” he whispered after. you just gave him a smirk and went to the kitchen where the rest of the boys were.” have you planned to kill us” liam said and pointed at the food. it wasn’t food for six people, more like sixty. ” am sorry, got carried away” you said with a smile, causing liam to smile as well. liam was your bestfriend after niall and he knew how much you love niall and how sad you were when you lost him. ” i am just going to the bathroom” you said. you didn’t wanna cry infront of the boys. you were on your way to the bathroom when someone grabbed your arm and pushed you into the bathroom and looked the door. you were now facing niall.

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one direction preference - hate/love

LIAM: you were on a date when you got a text from el saying that she was in london and wanted to see you, so she invited you to lou’s house where the rest of the boys were. you got really happy cause you missed el, but there was one problem. liam was gonna be there. you date was a gentleman so he drove you. he told you that he would call you and the drove away. you didn’t know if you would answer though. you weren’t exacly a player but to be fair, you got alot of boys. you knocked on the door and harry opened it with a big smile on his face. ” hi curly” you said when he gave you a hug. ” hi beautiful (Y/N)” thats what the boys called you. beautiful (Y/N) . you thought it was really sweet, they were very protective of you. well four of them…. you didn’t know why liam hated you, he was so nice towards everyone besides you. he was nice at the beginning but when a couple of guys wishled after you, he acted strange towards you. you went in to the living room and hugged the rest of the boys, except liam. he didn’t even look at you. ” hi liam” you said trying to be nice, but he gave you a dirty look and turned to louis. ” why is she here, this was suposed to be a guys night”. ” but i am here eleanor said with a sad tone”. ” yeah but youre one of us” ” but so is (Y/N)” said niall. ” haha its okey, just give up already, he probably has something stuck in his ass, thats why youre so pissed of, right li?” you said just to piss him of more. you loved the affect you had on him, and you were secretly whishing that he liked you. just like you liked him. ” i rather have something stuck up in my ass, than being a slut, why dont you go back to your date, or dates sounds alot better right? i have a hard time to believe that you only do one guy every day” this hit you hard and you felt your anger rising as well. he was standing infront of you now and you didn’t hesitate on slaping him hard across the face. a big red mark started to form on his cheek but he didn’t care. instead he smiled and came closer. your lips almost touching. ” you get every guy you point at, but you cant have me, thats why you pretend like you hate me. but i dont pretend, i really do hate you. you see, not everybody can be in love with you, it wouldn’t be fair would it? Beautiful (Y/N)” he said. then he grabbed his coat, put on his shoes and left, leaving you stunned infront of el and the boys. i am gonna show him, you will want me more than anything else mr payne, you thought.

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one direction preference - hate/love

LOUIS: you just finished cleaning the house when you got a text from harry saying that he was having a party and wanted you to come. it started eleven and it was nine. being the girl you are, it took you some time to get ready so you were happy that you had three hours to get ready. you took a shower, put on light make-up,wavy hair, a long beige skirt and one leg was showing. and a white crop top over with a big neckless. you put on your new belly percing you just bought and your favorite heels. you had to admit that you looked hot. but classy at the same time. harry being harry would probably have sluts al over the place. but he was still an amazing person and that’s why he was one of your best friends. you drove to his house and got in. harry saw you and came over to you just to give you a hug. ” you look amazing (Y/N)” he said. “thanks, so who’s here” “liam is here” he started. “more” you asked. “umm.. zayn and niall is here as well” “more?” “yes louis is here (Y/N)” he said knowing what you were looking for. ” great” you muttered. ” just ignore him, have fun and i swear to god if you two fight tonight i will kill both of you” he said and walked away. you looked around and saw louis dancing with some slut. he saw you and started to grind on the girl, his hands making their way up to her boobs. he smiled knowing it pissed you off. you might hate eachother but you couldn’t deny the sexual tension between the two of you anymore. but two could play this game so you grabbed the closest guy to you and started to grind on him. he didn’t pull away cause you looked so hot. boys will be boys you thought. you looked back at louis and gave him a smile but instead of smiling he looked like he was going to snap someones head of. he let go of the girl and made his way towards you. he grabbed your arm and pulled you closer to him. your faces closer than ever. “WHAT ARE YOU DOING” he shouted over the music. “DANCING” you shouted back. suddenly the music stopped and everybodys eyes. were on you. ” louis, (Y/N) not here, there are people here” liam said.”i hate you so much louis” you said with tears in your eyes, but face sharp. ” i hate you more, not even joking” he said with a serious face. “not here” harry said, scared what two of his bestfriends were going to do to eachother infront of everyone. you wanted to slap him but you held yourself for harry. you pushed louis away and quickly made your way to the bathroom with danielle behind you, coming to comfort you.

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one direction preference - hate/love

ZAYN: you hated everything about him. you hated the fact that he got every girl he wanted, the fact that he was a player, bad boy. but most of all, you hated the fact that he didn’t love you. your dignity and ego was as big as a man’s so you pretended to hate him as well. there he was sitting infort of you texting, who knows which girl. you were still panting and tried to control your anger after the fight you two just had. this pissed you of more. you cared to much while he didn’t care at all. he put his phone down and stared at you. it felt like forever before niall came in to the room. he looked sad and tired. he always did when to of his bestfriends fought. ” you are gonna kill eachother one day, and when you do you are gonna regrett it” he said to us. ” why cant you just be friends instead” niall asked. “I DONT WANNA BE HIS FRIEND” you screamed. its true you didn’t wanna be his friend… ” seriously (Y/N) that shitty attitude of yours will be the death of me one day” zayn snapped at you. ” at least i dont have a shitty personality” you snapped back, feeling your anger rising. ” i am going to meet up with someone who actually knows how to talk to a guy and she is prettier, and since i pissed you of, my job here is done” he said making your blood boil. ” yeah you do that you cheating bastard, dont you ever think about perrie? he looked at you like you were an idiot and then left. you started to breath quickly and tried to hold yourself to not go up and slap him across the face. niall came and sat next to you and took a hold of your hands. he knew it calmed me down. ” i hate him ni” you whispered and tried not to cry. he saw this ” let it out (Y/N), you dont have to be strong in front of your bestfriend” he said. you decided to listen to him and started to cry. you didn’t stop and the tears kept coming. this was the last time you were gonna let zayn malik break your heart you promised to yourself.

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one direction preference - hate/love

HARRY: you’ve had a rough day at work and decided to go and spend time with your bestfriend louis tomlinson. you got some chrisps and a movie on your way and drove to his house. you parked the car in front of the house and tried to avoid the paparazzi by running in to the house. Eleanor opened the door and gave you a warm hug. ” come in honey everybody is waiting for you” “everybody” you asked surprised, i tought it only was me,lou and el. ” yeah perrie,dani, taylor and the rest of the boys” you gave her a look and you knew that she was scared. ” i know i should have told you that harry was here, but you wouldn’t come if i did” ” exactly, i wouldn’t come” you snapped. ” lovely to see you to sweetheart” you recognized that annoying voice and slowly turned around. ” cant you just piss of for one night?!” ” ohh come on sweetheart, i know you’ve missed me (Y/N)” By the way did you mention that you hated it when he called you that? he knew that as well, thats probably the only reason why he said it all the time. i mean there is no other reason, he is together with taylor… you looked around and realized that eleanor was gone, she managed to sneak away, i am gonna kill her. you thought.” if i had the chance i would kill you in a heart beat. what makes you think that i missed you? you are just a self-centered bitch, and i am trying to stay away from you as much as possible, Sweetheart” i said just to tease him. my plan worked cause something inside him snapped. he walked towards me to later grab my forearms and push me against the door. he bend down so his lips got closer to my ear. “well isn’t it a shame that you are attracted to a self-centered bitch, you are and you know it. you will give in to me eventually. and when you do, i will laugh so hard that you will regrett that you meet me, sweetheart” he wispered. he pulled away from your ear and gave you a smirk. than he casually walked back to the living room leaving you breathless.