#1dentity crisis

[storyofmydeathwish]

"not that important"

can we talk about how the weird media flirtation about pronouns and gendered word use and resorting to laughing quip safety with statements like this is literally how I handled my own sexual identity for about five or six years before I was in a position where I could deal with it in public and still how I handle it in uncertain waters

can we talk about how I get that I'm projecting but also this is so important to me as a behavioral mode

can we talk about how I in no way identify with Harry generally, we've talked about this, I'm a Niam, but like, he keeps doing and saying things that make me go "yes. yes, exactly. yes"

[storyofmydeathwish]

I am reading a story that contains the line of dialogue "I knew we'd get around to the laugh-at-Liam portion of the evening eventually" and I am Thinking About That and about Myself and about that Dennis Covington line from the snake handling book where he says "shame drives my psychic engine" and I am feeling very Understood, oh god, egad

[storyofmydeathwish]

isabelthespy replied to your post“In other news, I literally have a Notepad file open into which I am...”

LISTEN don't EVER EVER even breathe a molecule of carbon dioxide at me about rereading TIF to reinforce my own haphazardly constructed psychological scaffolding bc if u do i will JUST START CRYING

LISTEN I ALREADY HAVE BEEN ON AND OFF FOR LIKE AN HOUR, JOIN THIS HELL, MY SCAFFOLDING HAS TUMBLED

(I just sent you a bunch of VERY HYPERBOLIC fanmails I hope you enjoyed them)

[storyofmydeathwish]

In other news, I literally have a Notepad file open into which I am copy/pasting chunks of dialogue from TIF that I need to adjust/paraphrase for later use in My Own Interpersonal Relations ahahahahahahaha