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Kapalplastikan

Kapal

Kapag tinulungan masyadong nasasanay Kapag humingi parati at walang humpay Kapag makasumbat napakakupal at tibay Kapag sa pagiging plastik napaka husay.

Utang

Kapag siningil sadyang kinakalimutan Kapag nangailangan ay sunod-sunuran Kapag hindi nabigyan magsusumbatan Kapag umasta kala mo hindi natulungan.

Hudas

Kapag kaharap mo siya napakabuting tao Kapag nakatalikod ka puro paninira sayo Kapag may kailangan sayo napaka-amo Kapag wala ng pabor akala mo kung sino.

Garapal

Kapag sa social media payaman ang puta Kapag sa personal mandaraya sa ayuda Kapag sa usapang pera siya yung nauuna Kapag sa pakikipagkapwa tao sablay ka.

Sampal

Kapag nangopya napaka-among tupa Kapag walang kailangan napaka puta Kapag nagkwento tila tumatahol na tuta Kapag sa tsismisan kating-kati ang dila.

Tigas

Kapag tinulungan mo nagiging abusado Kapag napagbigyan ang bait nila sayo Kapag tiniis ng matuto sabihin damot mo Kapag napuno ka gagawan ka ng kwento.

Kunwari

Kapag kaharap mo panay papuri nila sayo Kapag sa likod mo puro inggit at paninira ito Kapag kinumpronta mo wala daw kwinento Kapag pinalagpas mo sinisira ka sa mga tao.

Budhi

Kapag tinuring na kapamilya tapos ginago ka Kapag niloko ka kahit pinakisamahan muna Kapag nagawa ka pang gawan ng masama Kapag likas na maitim budhi tigas ng mukha.

Inggit

Kapag mas nakakaangat ka sa kanya naiirita Kapag mas mataas ang nakuha mo galit siya Kapag may bago kang gamit gusto din niya Kapag may natanggap ka naiinggit agad sila.

Peke

Kapag nasa harap mo akala mo santo Kapag wala sa paningin mo demonyo Kapag kausap ka niya panay puri sayo Kapag sa ibang tao paninirang kwento.

[kdramalands]

embodiment of an autocrat

[liarstruths-blog]

Acknowledgements

Thank you to all my previous relationships that ended in Hellfire and embarrassment because I ultimately built up so many lies about myself and my lifestyle that are all came crashing down at once. Thank you to all my friends who remained after realizing I am a compulsive liar especially people like Jacob who is been with me through thick and thin regardless of how distant I think we may be. Never realized how out of hand this has gotten and I only hope that I can be more honest with myself and towards others in hopes of building lasting relationships rather than seasonal ones. Ending a relationship on a good note would also be nice. Thank you for my depleted bank account for basically punching me in the teeth telling me I need to make a change.

[gay-shit-girlgroups-do]

And im on my way to kcon the bus is full of meninist im the only one hype to see EXID but thats fine lmao

[tgirl-centipede]

One of the worst things I’ve ever felt

Was desperately wanting to cry,

But shedding no tears.

Up past midnight,

Laying limp in my bed,

Shoving my face into the pillow,

And wondering if there is something wrong with me.

As if I haven’t spent my life living through the answer.

[imamessmostofthetime]

Are we as humans doomed to repeat the mistakes of our past?

Looking at the political atmosphere we are having in the whole world. But me also just meaning my own country.

I can't help but wonder what the point is?

It seems like humanity doesn't really learn from their mistakes.

We get fashists in our governments over and over again. And it seems like, that even if we manage to not get them into their positions one time.

It doesn't truly feel like a win. But a delay of the inevitable. Which will come back stronger the next time.

All of these things had got me thinking about us. And our development.

Have we truly developed? Sure technologically of course! We can see it in our everyday objects..

But mentally? Emotionally? Intellectually?

Have we truly?

Because if we truly changed. From 10 or 100s of years ago, why do we still act like back then?

As an example war.

We know that it doesn't change anything. We know there aren't any winners. We know that it only brings death and destruction. And yet it is still happening.

Of course the argument stands, that it's the leaders of these nations who decide these things. And I agree.

But it comes back to a question of which I am still not sure of if it makes sense. But a question I still need to ask.

If we had truly evolved from these days of violence and unessecary inflicted pain like we like to look back on to see how much better we are now. (Example: Medieval times)

Wouldn't we have a kind of, fundamental instinct, not to do these things?

Because, and correct me if I am wrong about this.

Evolution in a sense kind of makes the things that we don't need anymore go away. Even behaviours. Which we can see in animals. Like cats who domesticated themselves to get an easier access to food.

So I wonder.

Why did we not evolve in that sense? Considering we are constantly putting ourself and our species into danger by war in itself existing. Or at least give us some kind of instinct to truly revolt against outliers who are constantly putting us in danger?

Those are things I have no answers to. But which keep me up at night.

Can we truly just watch history repeat itself over and over again? Is there truly no end to this?

What is the point of us being born into this world? For some to have a relatively safe upbringing just to get thrown into a world with little hope and the others to never have gotten the feeling of safety at all?

I'm not sure.

I know it's the little things in life that matter. But how should we focus on these little things if our reach towards them gets further away?

Considering how everything becomes so much more expensive.

And I do not like to be pessimistic. But life does not make it easy for me.

[gnzlsfrnk]

"Ysabelle: The Human Behind the Profile"

"In a world of ordinary, I strive to be extraordinary."

Hi, Hello, Mabuhay!! So for today's update 16th of September this will be the "knowing more about me". Let me first introduce myself. My name is Frank Louie in real life, but because this is my blog, let me to introduce the lovely side of me, the one that only exists Miss Ysabelle😅. Miss Ysabelle is incredibly bold, amusing, passionate, and motivating. A first-year student majoring in Bachelor of Arts in Communication at Eastern Samar State University, 18-year-old stunner, of course fresh, dignified virgin kahit tikman niyo pa😂; just kidding; one thing I love about myself is that I make everyone happy and keep them inspired, that hoping that we never get tired pursuing the life we always talk about having no matter how hard and tiring it is because when the time is right, it will find you.

I come from the smoke-free municipality of Arteche Province in Eastern Samar, and of course, as Artechanons, we have a lot to offer to everyone. We have lovely tourist attractions in our area, a picturesque backdrop of our paradisiacal beaches, waterfalls, rock formations, lagoons, and most especially, we have our very delicious food delicacies that will be a remarkable to your taste buds nor with a warm hospitable Artechehanons that is very grateful to welcome you in our municipality because i believe that you'll love where we take you because arteche loves you.🤗!!.

The short version of my story is that I used to be very afraid to show my true colors or identities for fear of what people might think, or even because I was afraid of the criticism and judgement I might receive when I expressed who I truly was. However, every day I've realized that I need to go out or break this shell in order to be able to have some freedom and, most importantly, to express who I truly am. This is because I firmly believe that you should "Be who you are, not who the world wants you to be."💪

[1996glue]

Detach

I don’t think he can stand me at the moment. I may have made him uncomfortable or I may have proved that I am not really worth being uncomfortable for. I also may be blowing things out of proportion (most likely case).

But this time last year, this would have lost me my appetite and my sleep, and now? I don’t care very much.. that’s just now though. Some time later I could be triggered and fall into that bit again. But I know and trust it’s never like it used to be any way and doesn’t last long. 

I have so much to say on this blog and I started it with him.. that’s okay though because I want to be as natural and true to myself as I could be. The truth is he has taken over my life and he’s really not to blame (entirely). 90% of the effort to undo this falls onto me. I’m excited for it right now because I’m not overwhelmed with dread when I think of a life without him. I’m looking forward to the peace and quiet.. even if they seem so dull. Because he truly did make life worth living the past year and a half.. for all the wrong reasons though.

I’m glad and lucky to be able to look back and reflect so objectively. I was truly unhinged and straight up delusional last year it’s hard to even remember myself like that. So proud that I am able to look back and know I need to change no matter how uncomfortable. 

Consider this a slow burn break up. Detach. Detach. Detach.