#2 voices

[baszdmeg]

Im having a hard time with myself right now

[justthatgirlbx]

Seperation

If i had said sorry that day, When the stars and rain came crashing down

I would still hold you close like, breath in that sent only you have,i would of taken a deep breath and never’ve let you go.

I would still be looking into your eyes, a chocolate of brown, and showing you ‘you are all i have’, i would still pour out all the thoughts i’ve never let go off.

If only i had held you that day, Convinced you to stay

I would still be showing you how you mean the world to me, a world with only you and me, showing you how you are like a beautiful melody.

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But i looked into his eyes, he wasn’t you

She wasn’t you

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She only sees him, she looks at him like she wants to hold him close and breath him in like the seant of her favorite rainy days.

She doesn’t even look into my eyes, a fear i am the reason for her pain.

i made her lose faith in me.

I made him lose faith in me

i didn’t show her the affection she needed

I didn’t show him the love he deserved. 

She sees love in him, her future and destiney, a thing she could never have with me 

He doesn’t even compare to the love and emotions i had with him

I mean nothing to her

I’m nothing without him.