#2 years back

[lionsfeathers]

Converting pain to laughter. I think fate is determined. In the sense that each destiny is a total of decisions and determinations made by the many which includes one’s self.

Although tbh, I don’t really feel like determining anything too far out right now, I just wanna hang out and find a state of being where we can all laugh a lot even in our pain and then see how we feel.

[displacedprincess-blog]

Dear Gerard,

You would be a normal person.

I like this plan. Oh, she's already your biggest fan. Talks about you all the time.

Thank you! I love it. YAY! We'll paint the town red. Why would I ever doubt otherwise? :P

Thanks. He won't know what hit him.

Well you still have Selena then.

-Anne

[displacedprincess-blog]

Dear Gerard,

Haven't lost your ego I see. :P

That's horrible! Maybe I should stage a breakout for you instead.

Thank you, I'll try and stay warm for you.

Thank you. Perhaps in college I'll let it be au naturale. I miss our adventures. No one has them around here anymore. I'm sure it looks great on you. But you already knew that right?

My knight in shining armor. It's not. Next time he tries something he's getting punched. 

Oh. 

-Anne

[poca-may-blog]

So...

...when the word 'brownies' is mentioned does everyone automatically think of me? -eyebrow waggle-

[displacedprincess-blog]

Dear Gerard,

I do, and I wouldn't change you for the world.

Really? I would love to see you again! ...and I'm sure Selena would too. I'm sorry things are bad at home, maybe you could go on vacation or something.

You're welcome. Maybe I wanted to be an Anne-sicle, but you won't let me.

It would be, but they would probably try and kill me.

Yes, I hate my blonde hair, I don't know, I just feel the need to hide it. So I dyed it. I've dyed it black, different shades of brown, and now red. You have, I miss you terribly. You were one of my best friends. Keeping up with New York fashions?

Yeah, less now that I re-dyed my hair. He has like a blonde fetish or something. 

Temptation? A lot of pretty girls catching your eye?

-Anne

[displacedprincess-blog]

Dear Gerard,

Thought so.

I don't know for sure, anywhere far away from here.

Good. See the things I do for you?! 

Yeah, his mom was really pissed at him. He writes me sometimes begging me to break him out. Will do! Not much is going on, Chace and Misty are dating and seem to be in love. They could be on a hallmark card.

Oh and I dyed my hair red. The brown was fading out.

Oh and Conrad keeps bothering me. I told him to go away. Hopefully he'll leave me alone for a bit.

I guess you're right. What happens when that someone is already taken. Limited choices is right. Not many cute guys who love animals, and are willing to put up with me. I guess there's always college to find a guy.

-Anne

[displacedprincess-blog]

Dear Gerard,

They said hi! Steve says to stay out of trouble. I don't think there is much chance of that happening.

He's amazing, I love him to death. I'll be sad to leave him when I leave for college.

Fine, but only because you said so. I'll just live in a house and never come out. Awesome! I can't wait to hear you guys play.

He got sent to military school. Not too happy about that. I'll keep you updated on the nothings that happen, if you would like. 

I just don't think there is a guy out there for me. Who would put up with a mess like me? Sorry I'm venting, usually I talk to Jake about this type of thing. Thanks Gerard, but I don't think it will happen. At least not until I get out of this damn town.

-Anne

[chester-ches-danforth-blog]

Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it.