#2-4-16

[365-thoughts-daily-blog]

There's always a bright side to everything, there's always a silver lining.

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[victroiaa]

My life is going by so smoothly I love it. Everything is going according to plan and it's making it easier for me to breathe. Life is so good.

[luckyleolion]

i was just thinking about how there are tow things that i love dearly, my cat and my fave band. and then i thought that maybe ex taurus should be on the list also because at one point i loved him more than anything. i love my cat more than i love my life or me, i would die for my cat to live in other words. and i cry from happiness very often when i hear my fave band because i have so much love for them in my heart its so much. and then i thought, that at the time i was with taurus i was barely starting to enjoy my fave band’s music so i wasn’t like in love or loving it so so much just really enjoying it. and so i obviously loved him more at the time and its possible if he were still with me i would love him more than the band. and then i thought about how when my cat goes to other people to pet her i am always jealous of the people no fail no doubt because i love my cat and i want her to let me love her.....but when i was with taurus it was the first time ever when my cat went to someone and i was jealous of the cat. i wanted him to hold me and give me attention and not my cat. like i would be jealous of my cat thinking hey taurus love me look at me. and i guess really says something because of how much i love my cat, more than my family, more than me, more than friends or other people dead and alive alike. but when he would pet her i wanted to be the cat not him. i really loved him more than my baby. thats insane. i dont know thats what i was thinking rn tho.

[ifwethinkandwishandhopeandpray]

Just minutes after his first tweet the excited new dad also posted the lyrics to Boney M.’s 1976 popular hit Daddy Cool and said: “Daddy Daddy cool” and soon after, followed it up with a string of smiley emojis.

The Mirror

I am going to throw out my crazy theories again. I believe it was 1DHQ that posted his baby announcement, but Louis did post these 2 tweets 20 minutes later.

First reason was the 20 minute delay. Why? and the second reason is the choice of song. Everyone I’ve seen talk about it just laughs cause the video is weird and all I’ve heard about the song is that it’s “daddy kink”.

But that wasn’t my take on it. It is the back story I found interesting. Boney M was listed on the song...They performed the song...but they did NOT record the song.

Remember the Mili Vanili incident where they won a grammy but it was taken back after it was discovered they didn’t sing the song? They simply lip-synched and performed it.

It was all a scam. It was all fake. It was a all farce. it was not the truth.

Well, the same guy did Daddy Cool. Frank Farian.

I think Louis chose that song not for the lyrics...but for the backstory.

It is not real. That was his tweet to us after someone force a tweet to the public on his behalf in the middle of the night after he “had” a baby 2 days earlier.

[stillfighting-ghosts]

not that anyone cares or is going to read this but currently in my life, I am lost. Like, don’t even know what state my mind is in type lost. I don’t feel connected to anything and it’s basically like having the biggest identity crisis of my life. Every time I go to class I feel like crying cause it’s not where I want to be and I feel so inadequate every where. So I’m probably going to drop out, at least for a semester or so and go to counseling and see if I can figure out who I am and what I’m interested in and how to use that to do something I enjoy. I’m trying so hard to make this into a good decision, but I just feel like a failure for not being able to pull through this. I just am constantly down  and nothing really feels okay anymore. And what’s worse is that I have almost no one to talk to about this. But I do have one person to make me feel at least a little bit not alone and that’s one thing I’m happy for. Idk, I’m trying so hard but I never feel like it’s enough....I am so tired

[frosteddblakes]

I need to start testosterone. I'm not sure how much longer I can go on pretending like I'm totally fine when I'm dying to feel okay with myself.

[luckyleolion]

I jus had a dream and son of it was that I was in a school type area and I was pretty much flirting with ex taurus and it was amazing and then another guy came up and started being a little extra friendly with me but I was like okay and I was being the same with him and ex taurus got the guy and like twisted his arm and threatened the dude without even talking and I was jus like aw and it made me really happy. Dammit. Why do I have to have dreams like that. Except taurus would not do something like that now. But it was so cute how he was really being so nice and stuff anf flirtatious with me

[kiwisquotes-blog]

"My best friend is amazing. She's beautiful. She's like a star, whom i gaze at all the time. With her by my side i'm happier than can be. She's the star in my night sky. The Jelly to my peanut butter. She's mine and only mine. And even though she makes me mad. And she makes me cry. And she makes me want to strangle her from time to time. She will always be my best friend. No matter what. Because i will never leave her. I will never let her go."