#2.23.18

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Chris performing Viva La Vida with Davide Rossi for the Lynne Cohen Foundation - February 23

[missinvisibleandco]

“Through The Looking Glass”

In this case, a puddle😊 (2.23.18)

[whats-in-tyzias-mug]

what's in her mug?

A bee.

[edo-vivendum]

Yesterday was so difficult, but I made it through. I am so exhausted from being so upset. shutouts to S (who won’t see this) and @my-adventure-begins-here (who will see this). Y'all are amazing, and I’m so glad I have great friends. Today doesn’t feel great, but it doesn’t feel horrible either. I’m tired and feeling depressed, but I don’t feel any shame, and I’ve been depressed for long enough of my life I can lowkey handle it until it feels neverending (which it doesn’t rn).

This morning I woke up early and went to campus. I turned in my attendance forms for SI, and I went to observe someone’s session, but they werent there. I still get credit for going though, so it’s okay. (for those of you who don’t know what I’m talking about I lead supplemental sessions for calc 2 and I’m a senior SI leader (basically more leadership in the role) so I observe other ppl.

Then I went to midtown to meet M and my friend Anna (ik so many Anna’s and its a nondistinctive name, unlike M and S so I feel ok using her full first name). We got yummy food. I got a biscuit with chicken sausages and apple butter and grits. I got eggs too, but they were cold.

M is as exhausted as me, apparently like, in the same time frame of when I was having a emotional meltdown she was too. We’re always on the same page lolll it’s kinda funny in a way. (not funny ha-ha… but idk maybe a bit). Anyways, shes doing better today too.

[celebrationnebula]

Well, I was going to write a poem about; something deep, or emotional, or beautiful,   and hopefully it would be --- poetic. But i got bored. Bored of pretentious expectations for something profound to come out of poem. Bored of pressure to write truths unspoken. I got distracted from overbearing emotions and layers of meaning skewed with syntax, by a light hearted existence. A miraculous creature with one in a million chance of existing in this moment. An instantaneous glimpse at life that is you, that is me, that is an ant crawling across a desk. A moment, so light --- it’s an intangible breeze that blows past us What did you do in that moment? Was it memorable? Impactful? Profound to the truths of the universe? Probably not.   Rather than a grandfather clock, steadfast with his hold on time, life is lived as weightless breath through space But that doesn’t make it any less important Forgettable seconds like this, and this, and even this one too, still matter accumulate i n  t   o You who you are, at this moment who you will be in the next and who you want to be as your moments tick away so reshishin your bus rides that force you to do nothing but sit and meditate on your day indulge in that extra piece of cheesecake that you've been eyeing from across the room finally eat that bruising banana you said you would finish yesterday let go of your frustration towards the drive through voice who got your one item order wrong you wont remember any of this in a year you wont remember most of this in a week but it still adds up just as a breeze collects in sails moments collect in you

In This Moment, 二茶2.22.18

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Another video of Chris performing Viva La Vida for the Lynne Cohen Foundation - February 23

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Chris performing for Lynne Cohen Foundation 20th Anniversary Gala last night along with Davide Rossi - February 23

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Chris performing Adventure Of A Lifetime for the Lynne Cohen Foundation - February 23