Pre-Reg HJYJ Hanahaki AU thought (spoilers for pre-reg)
Hanahaki AU where pre-reg Hyunje finds himself suddenly coughing flowers after he erases Yoojin's memories, and that's how he realises that:
a. he is in love
b. it used to be mutual but now it's not because yoojin no longer remembers him.
Would this HJ choose to remove his emotions? (like he did in canon!!!! HMMM, hanahaki also canon adjacent for HJYJ?!)
Or given his depressed waiting for CM, maybe he'd choose to punish himself by letting him feel the whole painful course of things - since he knows he's not going to die of it anyway. The way he kept sending those postcards to Yoojin.
Anyway, pre-reg Hyunje with his faded color, and eyepatch and empty sleeve, also coughing (pale pink) flowers as he languishes beautifully in his alpine cabin....
*sigh*



















