#20.09.19

[stylesarchive]

Harry’s recent twitter activity - 20.09

[liamnews]

Liam via Instagram Story - 20/09

[sleepsucks]

[emmaegal]

**Im Moment Inaktiv**

Nachricht kommen dennoch durch falls jemand schreiben möchte oder Hilfe braucht!

[thecourtneychronicles]

Courtney's instagram post + Courtney and Willam's interaction - September 20, 2019

[akarisandraws]

I found the motivation to do this in Area 51

[miiraage]

i won’t die wondering

[zutiefst]

Sooo maybe I have been obsessively watching Friends, maybe the theme song does describe my life perfectly... so what? It's not like I really have to complete my job applications and promised my best friend that I would write them immediately.. on Monday.. Oh wait! It is!

But at least I've finally gotten the nose job I wanted for years, so yay me! And even though I lost three weeks of my vacation (and not even a little bit of weight) and now I'm scared of anything regarding noses, it was worth it... because I'm still ugly and sad.(But I did order a shirt that says 'don't cry because it's over, cry because you're ugly' and they do say that self awareness is the first step to improvement so..)

I love watching Friends (not only to distract me from my life) and I do know that sitcoms are extremely unrealistic, but every time I'm watching them, I get this intense feeling that I'm not really actively living my life and I'm just wasting it away instead, which makes me think that my 'real' life has to start someday, the problem is I'm living my real and only life right now! And that's a though pill to swallow.

Anyway... soon I'll have to say goodbye to the few friends I have and move away which scares me so so much. Don't even want to think about that right now.