two thousand.
& - It's been a few days. I refuse to look at your blog and I didn't even think I was going to write to you. I know I can't just pretend you don't exist. I don't think we'll be okay, maybe not ever. I do want to note though, on a post so important, that I miss you. I've been thinking about you, and you will always be an ever present part of my life. People still ask about you. When someone spends three years in your day to day, it's easy to see the gaping crater that is left behind. I truly hope you find something close to happiness. I know now that I can't be it for you. It's devastating but I still care about you. That runs deeper than anything. I still see things on the dash I know come from you. I can still feel twinges of your moods. I don't think those things will ever stop. I miss you. I know there are some people I didn't post about here. I just posted about the ones I see or speak to the most often, not including my band and the people I consider brothers from touring. Vic, Mike, Tony, all of the ATL dudes. You guys are all people that I hope know how I feel about you without me having to say. You guys are the people who make me who I am.
